wherein est asks his fiancé, william, questions about himself.

William should have gone to prison. Instead, a stranger named Est confessed to the crime and took the sentence for him. For a year, William writes letters to the man who ruined both of their lives. For a year, Est refuses to answer. When William finally forces a meeting, he discovers something worse than guilt: He can't stop thinking about the man who sacrificed himself for him. Now Est has one year left in prison. And William has one year to decide whether he wants to repay him... or destroy him. A twisted tale of obsession, guilt, power imbalance, tension and finally love threatening to slip in between! # Highest Ranking 🏅 #3 estsupha #1 rollercoaster #3 obsessive ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, strong language, toxic push and pull, heavy angst but served with hotness -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

In the bustling heart of Bangkok, two young men move through life on parallel tracks-unaware they're about to collide. Est Supha, once a record-breaking swimmer, now finds himself on uncertain ground as an actor-questioning his worth, his choices, and the future he once dreamed of. But instead of giving up, he takes a bold step: leaving his old company and joining a new one, determined to rebuild without regrets. This time, he is seeking fresh start-driving by passion, truth, and the one thing he's never had in this industry: a lasting, irreplaceable partner to grow with. Across the same city, William Jakrapatr, has just been crowned 'King of Alpha' in the finale of 'The Project Alpha' that led to the formation of LYKN. Signed under the same company as Est, he steps into the spotlight as the band's leader and main vocalist, carrying the pressure of debut expectations. But William doesn't stand alone. Alongside him are Nut, Lego, Hong and Tui. Together they become a brotherhood. Their journey marked by sleepless nights, hard-won stages, and unwavering hope becomes the heartbeat of the group as they fight to be seen in a world that only watches the brightest stars. When fate brings them under the same roof-and later, as co-stars in a series no one expected to succeed-their paths finally cross. As William shoulders the weight of leading a team chasing a dream, and Est learns to trust again while redefining his place in the spotlight, the bond between them begins to grow. With the band by their side-offering laughter, loyalty, and unexpected friendship-new colors begin to fill their world, both on and off the screen. And how sometimes, the right person doesn't come to fix you...but to walk beside you while you learn to begin again. ✍️ Riptide_Whispers

Football star William Jakrapatr is cold, silent, and hates distractions-especially fans. When a devastating knee injury threatens his career, his only hope of returning to the field in six months lies with the country's best physical therapist: Est Supha. The problem? Est is sunny, endlessly talkative, and William's biggest-and most enthusiastic-fan. Follow their story through six months of intense physical therapy, where Est not only pushes William's body back into shape but also breaks through the emotional walls William has spent a lifetime building.

Est Supha is the "Steel CEO"-cold, controlled, and perfectly predictable. William is his shadow, the manager who handles his life so Est doesn't have to feel it. But when an arranged marriage to the insufferable Ella looms, Est's control snaps. He tells a desperate lie: "I'm already seeing someone." To save the firm, William must step out of the shadows and into the role of fake boyfriend. It was supposed to be a contract, a temporary mess. But as the lines between professional and personal bleed, Est realizes that William doesn't just manage his schedule. He manages his heart.

The story centers on Po, a twenty-four-year-old former piano prodigy who lost his musical spark and emotional connection following the death of his parents and a subsequent three-year relationship defined by apathy and eventual betrayal. Po enrolls in the university Music Department as a junior but is unable to play. He is immediately drawn into the orbit of Thame, a charismatic twenty-one-year-old conductor major known for his precision and discipline. Thame, who has never been in love, is fixated on the silence surrounding Po, viewing him as a profound mystery that must be conducted to life.

[End Of Main Story] Caught in a relentless downpour after a miserable meeting, mafia boss William seethes when his car breaks down in the middle of the road. He loathes the rain-its smell, its mess, its intrusion-and sinks deeper into his frustration as the storm batters against the windows. Then, through the blur of rain, he spots a man: barefoot, drenched, and spinning in the street like the storm itself is his playground. Clad only in soaked white pyjamas, the stranger laughs silently into the night, utterly unbothered by the chaos around him. William, cold and controlled, finds himself transfixed-his irritation giving way to something far more dangerous: curiosity.

When a quiet yacht rental owner and a world-famous singer fall in love, their secret affair turns into a journey of healing, art, and destiny. From the calm seas of Phuket to the bright lights of Bangkok, they learn that love-like the ocean-always finds its way home. The story is fictional. I love WilliamEst so I used their names and associations.

Years ago, William left without a goodbye, and the quiet bond between him and Est faded with time. Now they live in the same city again-but on opposite sides. William is the ruthless heir of a powerful mafia family, feared and untouchable. Est, the calm son of their rival, hides his soft heart behind cold eyes and a simple life at his flower shop. They were never meant to cross paths again. But one mistake changes everything. On the night William returns, his family kidnaps the wrong person... and delivers Est straight to their enemy. Neither of them recognizes the other. But the closer they get, the more dangerous their connection becomes. Because in a world built on rivalry and blood, love is the one thing they can't afford.

William and Boom are brothers and also Boom is the future CEO of Thailand's most famous clothing brand - once handled by their father. William soon starts to get faint memories of his past life when he turns 19 and develops a fight between him and some other guy. What would happen when he gets attracted to him? While on the other hand Boom - an alpha is confident no one can suppress him but what would happen when he does a one night stand with someone he is not supposed to do it with?