Lilly thinks that she is just a normal 19 year old girl that grew up with out a father,but she is yet to find out what will await her future,will she find out who her real father is?,will she find love with a curtain captain?what will happen to her? *read to find out*

I submerged into the water at full speed. The prickly feeling started at a bare minimum all over my body. Then it suddenly became unbearable. Small knives stabbing into my sides and my chest. My legs ached to move, but I swam on. Pushing myself, trying to reach the top. Right before I grasped the surface I took in a breath, of pure, salty, ocean water. It filled my lungs and I sunk lower into the deep blue sea and closed my eyes, and decened into darkness....

This is for those who suffer from anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder. Those who struggle to smile everyday for someone else. Those who are lonely, those who are broken, those who are hurting, those who have lost, and those who need someone, or something to relate to.