"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022

"Smoking is bad, you know." The placid voice speaks up from the distant dark corner, nothing to see but a tall silhouette and an orange glow of a cigarette cherry. "It's the least of my problems," I murmur with my own between my lips, proceeding to feel the stagnant debris valley my throat when I suck delicately. He exhales a chuckle of cynical amusement, his footsteps getting every step clearer to my eardrums until I eventually sense body heat burning my back. "And why is that?" He whispers over my shoulder, hands inviting themselves to grip the railing in front of me so I become a prisoner between his inked arms. I swallow. "Because you'll be the one to kill me first." // Aven Brooks is hired to take pictures for the world-renown punk rock band known today as Duplicity; hoping the experience gets her into her most elite-dreamed university. However, when her lenses accidentally capture more than just cheeky sound checks and performances, she comes to a horrifying discovery that Duplicity is anything but a band. Appalled and frightened, she's trapped. *HIGHEST RANKINGS* #1 IN HARRYSTYLES #1 IN ONEDIRECTION ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @happydays1d NOT ALLOWING TRANSLATIONS! CONTAINS VULGAR LANGUAGE / DRUG ABUSE / SEXUAL CONTENT / DESCRIPTIVE VIOLENCE / MENTAL HEALTH READ AT OWN RISK!

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

"Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire. I hold with those who favor fire...She was gone. The girl I had loved was taken by the glowing orange flames that surrounded her. The way the fire danced around her body was the last sight she saw, and with her world ending in fire...so did mine." When Maddy's girlfriend is suddenly murdered after moving across the country, her world is flipped upside down. The 17-year-old's "suicide" shocked the small town of Clearwater... Only Maddy knows it was no suicide. Her girlfriend's murder eats her alive day by day which leads her to try and solve the mystery of her death and bring her the justice she deserves. She moves to the last town her girlfriend was in before someone took her life. There she finds more than she searched for...including a girl with the most bewitching pair of blue eyes. Total Word Count Of Novel: 98,775 ( around 450 pages )

Alana Spencer is an Air Force pilot from New York, built on discipline and distance. But when she meets Billie Eilish - all chaos, warmth, and intensity - her world tilts. Can you fall in love when your heart belongs to the sky, and your duty is to your country?

Violet Winter learned the hard way that nothing lasts forever. After losing her mother and surviving a relentless battle with leukemia, she built walls around herself, walls no one had ever dared to break through. Letting people in meant risking heartbreak, and she had already lost too much. But then came Billie Eilish. With her, life became lighter, funnier, worth living again. But when your body still carries the scars of the past, how long can forever really last?

Isabel, a grounded financial analyst rebuilding her life in New York, crosses paths with Billie, a globally known artist led by instinct and guarded vulnerability. What begins as chance encounters in late-night parties slowly grows into a magnetic pull. They're from different worlds -one built on logic, the other on feeling- but somehow, they fit exactly where it doesn't make sense to.

SEQUEL OF: TALK TO ME Avril thought silence would keep her safe. But after Billie made her speak again, everything turned out to be different. But she still carries one secret, hidden behind the walls she only pretended to break down- the name of the boy who broke her, the truth that could send Billie spiraling into uncontrollable rage. But Billie isn't just the fearless girl who made Avril speak again. She's still the leader of a gang, caught between violence, loyalty, and a dangerous world that could swallow them both. As secrets tighten around them, Avril and Billie are forced to fight for their love, their survival, and a future that seems impossible. Because once the truth comes out... nothing will ever be the same --- Trigger Warning ⚠️: smut, abuse, violence, r4pe

Lucy Harper is fearless, brilliant, and one of the most ruthless journalists in LA. When she lands an exclusive story on Billie Eilish, it's the opportunity of a lifetime. The problem? Billie already knows Lucy, because years ago, Lucy wrote a brutal article about her. What starts as a battle of sharp words and cold stares quickly turns into something far more dangerous. With a career-defining story on the line and a pull she can't ignore, Lucy is forced to ask herself: Is love worth betraying everything she's built? And what happens when she becomes the headline?

No one warns you about what happens when you fall in love with your best friend. Lydia Hale was 17 when she fell in love with Billie Eilish and even at 21, Lydia's feelings had never gone away. After Billie had started to feel it too, it caused a rift between them and they stopped speaking. What happens when the former best friends run into each other at a music festival after almost two years?