After being diagnosed with serious mental conditions, Judy (Judette Hartmann), through a suicide attempt, will end up in a coma and eventually in amnesia, forgetting about her family, her memories, but above all her best friend ever: Bill. In fact, he will have to face a very long path to make her remember her past, revealing something that in 18 years he had never told her.

Dopo esser stata diagnosticata con delle gravi condizioni mentali, Judy (Judette Hartmann), attraverso un tentato suicidio, finirà in coma ed eventualmente in amnesia, dimenticandosi della sua famiglia, dei suoi ricordi, ma soprattutto del suo migliore amico di sempre: Bill. Lui infatti, dovrà affrontare un percorso molto lungo per farle ricordare il suo passato, rivelando qualcosa che in 18 anni non gli aveva mai detto.

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

Enemies to lovers?TW: SMUT.

"Tom.....no....this isn't you...." I said desperately with tears in my eyes. He stares back at me, his eyes filled with love and yearning. "But I thought this was what you wanted...." We stared back at each other, but it felt as if I was staring at a stranger. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘛𝘰𝘮....𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘮 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴.... #2 in emo love 24/12/2025 #2 in emo girl 24/12/2025 #3 in emo boy 24/12/2025 #5 in gustav 18/12/2025 #6 in cigs 20/12/2025

In the shadowy graveyard behind her seemingly ordinary high school, where crumbling headstones overlook the dead, y/n's life is forever changed by a mysterious boy with a haunting past. She's had countless encounters involving the dead, from the days spent exploring abandoned buildings and haunted houses. But nothing could've prepared her for the love she felt when she met the half-zombie boy, Bill Kaulitz. He was a boy of the night, with a beauty that was almost otherworldly. His kindness and black eyeliner drew her in like a magnet, despite the danger that lurked beneath his perfect smile. But with the fabric of time unraveling around them, will she risk loosing bill to his previous fame and rewrite the past? Or will she defy the fate that threatens to tear them apart? #1 in emoboy 12/27/2025 #1 in emolove 12/29/2025 #2 in emogirl 12/25/2025 #8 in georglisting 12/19/2025 #9 in undead 12/26/2025 #9 in gustavschafer 1/21/2026