**THIRD BOOK IN THE DEAR MY SANITY SERIES** I look down at the grave stone. It was a simple one, polished marble with a name, date of birth and death date. Off to the side is a short song. I sink to the ground in front of her grave. "Hey," I begin awkwardly. I've never visited or spoken to a dead person. "It's me. Jeff. I don't really know why I decided to visit. It just felt like something I needed to do. "Uhm, I just . . . Wanted to say thank you. For your amazing daughter. You know, I only met you once but you never said anything bad about me or told Jamie she should leave me. You always convinced her to give me another chance. I never realized how much I actually owe to you. But, it's too late now. The only thing I can do now is keep my promise. I'll take good care of Jamie. I love her. She means everything to me. "Thank you." With that, I get up and leave. ~*~*~

"Do it, kill me, like I have anything to live for." she said 'What? She wants to die?' I ask myself, my chest feels warm and so does my face. "Y-you want to die?" I ask looking in to her eyes those big (eyecolor) eyes now rimmed red. "I don't care anymore, my life's a mess my mom a drug addict and my dad an abuser. How am I supposed to be happy?" she said I can't believe it I have this beautiful girl pinned to a wall and she actually wants to die. My face is so warm I can't kill her, 'What are you doing? Kill her already!'

This story focuses on the story of their daughter, and all the heartbreak, strife, and evil she faces.

This is a story about a wild child named Emma Brown. At age 15 she develops a drinking problem because of her bad relationship she has with her mother. One day in a support group Emma meets Alex gaskarth who is 17 at the time and coping with the death of a loved one. A romance with them soon starts but will Alex be enough to keep Emma sober?