Lance has always been in love whit Keith, but hated himself too much to confess. When they flew into space, he thought to finally have a change, but it doesn't seem to work out.. His teamates puch him so hard that he starts believing them. What will he do when his mind takes over? What will he do when someone asks for his help to destroy Voltron? *trigger warnings* *Self harm* *Suicide mentioned* *Self hate* *Depression* *Blood, lots of blood* *Rape*