how far can you take a hook up? copyright © 2016

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.

[complete] what happens at camp, stays at camp ; copyright © 2016

PHAN ~A broken boy on the verge of suicide. ~A ray of sunshine with a not-so perfect home life. When two unlikely forces collide, there worlds are brought together in a series of painful, blissful, joyful, and memorable moments, all significant in the journey to how they found love within reach. WARNING: There are references to self harm/eating disorders in this book, also some graphic depictions of violence. If you are not comfortable with these subjects, do not read. UPDATE (5/10/17): I started writing this a while back and it's super cringe rn but if I continue it then I may start editing the previous chapters :)

where dan is a struggling music artist and phil is a cocky, successful and a sexually frustrated producer ; copyright © 2016 ; highest ranking #5

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

PHAN / KICKTHESTICKZ Won't you stay alive I'll take you on a ride I will make you believe you are lovely

dan is the best man at phil's wedding ; copyright © 2016

Dan Howell is an open piano teacher for everyone, his life was boring until a special boy named Phil Lester asked for lessons some lessons... (Smut, BDSM, Dominate/Submissive)