*ATTENTION!!!* READ GANGSTA LOVIN', THEN IF YOU LOVE ME, THEN THIS ONE. THIS IS A TRILOGY, SO PLEASE READ IN ORDER!!!! When things get rough will you give up? Or will you fight? Things for Michael and Semaj have not always been smooth sailing, but somehow they make it work and make it look effortless. But as life and people change their love is put to it's last real test. As past pain rewrites itself in the present and new wounds are created it leaves Semaj and Michael wondering if what was between them love for a lifetime or just love for a season?

Have you ever imagined having two lives? Be two people at the same time? I bet you have. But between thinking about it and actually living it, there was a very big difference, believe it. Imagine... Natalie, a sweet and delicate woman. Karla, sexy and imposing. Which one would you choose? What's your type? Hard, I know. We're gonna let Michael answer this one... Warning: This book contains strong language and a LOT of smut. So, if you feel uncomfortable with reading this, then skip it. I have a lot more books on my profile that are more romantic. We got 6th place on #michaeljackson i love y'all sm for that.

☆ 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟙 𝕄𝕁𝔽𝔸𝕤 𝕎𝕀ℕℕ𝔼ℝ ☆ 𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘺 𝘈𝘙𝘊𝘐 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟕. The decade of decadence is meeting its end quicker than Claudia Fox can imagine. After a tumultuous childhood and dangerous upbringing in the clubs of Los Angeles, she has mastered her artistic craft, having cemented herself in the history of rock music as 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐚. But when the delirium of stardom leaves her no place to hide the truth, she continuously falls to substances, and refuels the maniacal stage persona that critics once adored. After years of being withdrawn from the big stage due to unhealthy sobriety, Claudia has uncovered new grounds of the human psyche: complete and utter hysteria. Unable to stay afloat in the painful estrangement, Columbia Records and her troubled producer send the superstar on the most perilous journey of her life. A journey that will result in her biggest album yet. But for Michael Jackson, that journey has already started. As ferocious tabloids continue to rip at his seams, the pop phenomenon embarks on a two-year-long trip around the world to promote his long-awaited album. Michael's own struggle with severe anxiety and loneliness prove to hinder his belonging in this world, and his monstrous estate is not making matters any better. Nevertheless, it is the very schemes that his manager pulls together that allows the stars to align for these two disturbed entertainers. Love and fame both come at a great cost. No matter how painful it can be. ☆...

After the unfortunate events during the shooting of the 1984 pepsi commercial Michael befriends an unlikely girl in the hospital. And there starts the beginning of their very tumultuous journey.