Because of their differences, Atsushi and Akutagawa always fought each other with great hatred. However, that was actually something that Atsushi never even thought of. He never hated Aku, but in fact, he would love to fight against unjustice along with him and be of use to people. Aku, on the other hand, never showed his true intentions.

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

Dazai tries to commit suicide by jumping off of the Port Mafia headquarters building... but then a certain redhead from his past saves him. Will the two former partners in crime be able to reconnect, or will one's inability to love others and the others' inability to love himself get in the way? This fic will include some other ships like Shin Soukoku, Ranpoe, and Gin & Higuchi Note: Cover art is not mine, I found it on pinterest. All characters belong to Kafka Asagiri, author of Bungo Stray Dogs (except for any ocs)