My life wasn't perfect, but it wasn't terrible either. It was quiet. Predictable, and safe. I think it could have stayed that way. And honestly... I would have been fine with it. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes-the kind that could make a girl believe anything, become anything, for him. There was a darkness to him. Not the kind that makes you run, but the kind that pulls you closer. The kind you convince yourself you can handle. You fall into it. Into him. Into the idea of him. And before you know it, you're hoping you never have to return to a life where he doesn't exist. Until one day you realize... you're not living a life you want anymore. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

drama - romance - sad - smut (in chapter "bath" mostly)

"𝑜𝑒𝑙 𝑛𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖 𝑘𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑒 𝑥𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑎" 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑒𝑘 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔. "𝑜𝑒𝑙 𝑛𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖 𝑘𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑦𝑎𝑚" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠. 𝑿𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒂 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝑻𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒊 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑹𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒍𝒐'𝒆𝒚𝒌𝒕𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒔𝒂𝒉𝒊𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒘𝒂'𝒂𝒕𝒍𝒖 𝒂 𝒗𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒆𝒕𝒌𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒂 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒏. 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒏𝒂'𝒗𝒊 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆? - 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙭𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙟𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙣, 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨!!