Being tortured for the first time is, decidedly, not particularly fun, and recovery is a long ways away. Whump swap for MissTinFoilHat on AO3! :D Cover art by: s7dozpn3jwbb6cw on Twitter.

It's a little story about dazai and his thoughts (I won't say a lot because i might spoil it ) WARNING : there's self harm and depressing stuff Soukoku hell Enjoy

Dazai finally succeeds. .. (why is bro stuttering so much oh my god he's dying not getting choked to death by his enemy) again, art is not mine

Another Dazai birthday oneshot - this one is angsty and there are mentions of suicide, self-harm and blood though nothing immensely graphic

Was it Dazai who didn't notice? was the blank look on Chuuya's face actually concern? did the shine and softness in Odasaku's eyes hold worry as well? Dazai didn't know. He doesn't know. And now.. after leaving it all behind. Dazai doesn't think he wants to know. Or, three times the Agency worry about Dazai, and one time they actually do something about it. ... (art isn't mine, found it on pinterest)

Chuuya comes back home from a long trip Mori made him take by himself to find Dazai in a really bad state. TW this contains mentions of self harm and suicide read at your own caution. This disruption sucks I'm sorry :(

"Nothing happened. Nothing happened. Nothing happened." Dazai whispered under his breath. The voices inside his head kept laughing at him, insulting him and mocking his being. There was nothing that he could do except cover his ears and sink further into the ground in hopes that something would swallow him whole. Dazai fucking hated when people touched him.

Es geht um Dazai Osamu der immer wieder Selbstmord versucht und um seine Gedanken dabei.

All Chuuya could do was stare at the scene unfold. The sight of Dazai like this unnerved Chuuya. Chuuya had never expected Dazai to act like this in all his years of knowing him. Chuuya had only thought that Dazai hated dogs for no valid reason other than they disgust him but he never expected Dazai to be genuinely scared of them. He didn't think anything could scare Dazai but after seeing the way Dazai had reacted to something so harmless from the dog he knew that wasn't the case. Dazai's reaction was a conditioned response. He must have trauma surrounding dogs. Chuuya would have never guessed since Dazai had never portrayed fear towards anything- even death. Dazai was suicide fanatic for crying out loud. He didn't fear death but for some reason he feared dogs. Or Chuuya picks up a stray pup he decides to take in without checking with Dazai first and his partner's reaction is something beyond Chuuya's expectations (and not in a good way).

Dazai was 'training' Akutagawa when chuuya walks in, he was mad at dazai for injury akuatgawa so he went to Mori, mori punished Dazai more severely than chuuya thought he would and Chuuya felt bad !! NOT MY CHARACTERS !!