We write letters to ourselves as a way of comfort and closure. They both have many untold secrets... the feelings, they wish they could convey to each other, and the secrets they wish they could keep hidden. Will it come to the light or stay in the dark? A book about Dazai's day, life, and innermost thoughts. Asking himself the unsaid questions, the questions he doesn't know how to answer himself. The emotions he wishes to feel, but doubts he ever could. Chuuya? How did the brunettes departure affect him? How did he learn to cope? And who did he blame? {There will be journal entries in this book. Both dazai and Chuuya's feelings and perspectives out on paper} (this story contains angst, and the normal dazai stuff like talks about suicide, attempts, substance abuse, boyxboy, Soukoku, self harm. There will have several journal entries, but also have an actual story to go along with it.) /01-21-25/ #33 dazaiosamu /02-27-25/ #2 dazaiangst /06-09-25/ #48 Soukokuangst /08-27-26/ #1 chuuyaangst

Bungo Stray Dogs and all of the characters involved don't belong to be, but their rightful creators!!! He is unsure of how long he cried, but he was in no time, out of energy and falls to the ground beneath him. I deserve this. Is his last thought before everything starts to go dark. I don't deserve to die. I deserve to suffer in pain for the consequences of my actions.

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

He wanted to die. But then Chuuya made him feel something. Sixteen-year-old Dazai Osamu is brilliant, dangerous, and hollow inside. No one sees through him-except maybe his volatile partner, Chuuya Nakahara. When Dazai's suicidal ideation starts bleeding into missions, it's Chuuya who pulls him back. Again and again. But nothing in the Port Mafia is simple. Not friendship. Not loyalty. And definitely not the aching, confusing bond forming between two boys trained to be weapons. A kiss changes everything. Mori sees everything. And suddenly, what felt like comfort starts to look like a threat. They're learning what love feels like- in a world that was never built for softness. Credits to the artist of the picture -DinoNugget :)

A soukoku angst-more likely a 'Dazai angst' Everybody thought that Dazai was a cruel person, abusing Akutagawa and all, but did anyone look at him like a human? !Arts or pictures not owned by me all credits to the rightful owners! ~DollOfAzarath

A collection of one shots about Dazai and Soukoku. Unless marked the stories have nothing to d with one another Will contain Fluff and angst as i cannot write a lot of smut for the life of me If there are any Tw's i will put at start of chapter

Trigger warnings - self harm - mental and eating disorders - sucide - abuse ( maybe ?) - cursing

Dazai angst + Soukoku hurt/comfort (there is literally no ther way to summarise this) CW: Dazai-typical mentions of su!cide + mentions of self h@rm (that's why it's rated mature) Disclaimer: May or may not be OOC, I'm not entirely sure Title from the song Die Alone by FINNEAS

Gripping his forearm tightly, the brunette gave a tight smile. "Sorry, didn't mean to bump into you." The ginger nodded, eyes glancing to the brunette's hand which was clamped tightly on his forearm. Noticing that, the brunette immediately stood up, "I'm in a rush, see you around." With that the brunette left in a hurry. Chuuya raised a brow, his gut was telling him something was wrong but it might be just him.

Bungo Stray Dogs fancic based off a head canon I created. ⚠️ Content warning - suicide, self harm, anorexia and other mental health issues ⚠️