[discontinued.] universe was a weird thing. and from what was apparent- it definitely didn't like park jay's vibe. sensitive, solemn, emotional. these words were enough to describe the eighteen-year-old, navigating through his love for music and academic validation no one asked for. the universe thought a little pain won't hurt. what it did though, probably changed jay for worse. a breakup, simple. love slipping away, trust felt for the first time just memories. nothing much, right? but for jay- the one who felt too much for his own good, it was the final sign that told him to shut himself down from the world. all it did was hurt anyway. but you see, universe is as imperfect as any sleep deprived teenager. and sometimes, it brought new people in one's periphery, defying its own cruel agenda. this new person in question? yang jungwon. average film major, sunoo's bestfriend from two years before, a little awkward. they met for the first time at a house party, how strangers meet stranger, small talks and hesitation that soon bloomed into adoration. between soft proximity and softer feelings, they take their time. unhurried, gentle. the way blooming love is supposed to feel- until the mere presence of eachother became homes they searched for. a sigh. yang jungwon was a normal boy, yes. just too keen on confronting the universe about how lovable park jay really was, until it gave up. started: february 25th, 2026. finished: ? BOOK ONE OF 𖤐

jungwon loses his virginity at yeonjun's party but, the catch is, he doesn't know who he lost it to. jaywon socmed au :3 -- heavily inspired by @jekify ! -- yes I made it purposefully corny. Pls.

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄 AURORA GRAVIS A Novel of Collision, Recovery, and Reckoning Three years after the catastrophic failure of ASTRAL 1115, Captain Jay Park returns to AERIS-only to be met with cold stares, buried grief, and a new assignment that cuts deeper than any wound from orbit. Leading the charge is Professor Jungwon Yang, head of Project Aurora Gravis, a comprehensive Earth-based initiative meant to dissect the psychological, emotional, and scientific aftermath of the failed mission... and ensure history never repeats itself. But what begins as a data-driven recovery effort quickly unravels into a bitter clash of worldviews. Jay operates on instinct-scarred, but driven by the memory of his lost crewmate and brother-in-arms. Jungwon navigates the world through equations, theories, and variables he can control. When these two forces are forced to work side by side, old wounds resurface, truths are questioned, and unspoken history demands to be heard. In the ruins of what once launched toward the stars, Aurora Gravis explores the weight of memory, the ethics of responsibility, and what happens when gravity pulls two fractured souls back to the same ground they once tried to leave behind.

University is great so far, with senior year almost ending, Jungwon could finally finish the year off with no socialising and definitely no relationships whatsoever. But when he and his friends are assigned to a project with the popular gang, life problems that he hears people face actually start happening to him. As he meets new people, he regrets even being part of the team when he has to deal with a few annoying people-scratch that, one annoying person that can't seem to make up his mind on whether or not he wants to work with Jungwon. And that person is Park Jeongseong. Ranks: #7-heejake (19/7/24) #1-sunki (21/7/24) AHHH THANKS SO MUCH!! 😍😍 (Edit) #1-schoolife (30/7/24) #9-Jaywon (11/9/24) 🥰 #6-jaywon (14/9/24) 😍 Started: Early April Ended: 24/ 6 / 2024

as new years eve arrived, jungwon began to wonder whether he could deal with another year of jay working so hard that they never saw each other. it was then that the universe decided that the best thing to do would be to remind jungwon of why they were together in the first place and remind jay of what he didn't want to lose. it was then that jungwon woke up 7 years in the past.

"Then, it's a deal" "Let's stop the pretending and continue to do this for real" Yang Jungwon is the university's president, friendly one, and the most outstanding student. He can also do everything except 'tolerating' the attitude and the troubles made by the bad boy named Park Jay. But, what will happen if this bad boy suddenly approached him and offered a deal? Achieved ranks: #1 in jaywon #1 in enhypen #1 in parkjay #1 in jaywonff #1 in parkjongseong #1 in jay #1 in yangjungwon #1 in kimdaniel #1 in jake #1 in jakehoon #1 in jungwon #2 in ni-ki Start: April 9, 2021 End: April 9, 2022

Jay and Jungwon like each other, but Jungwon wishes he didn't like Jay bc he knows something that Jay doesn't know, he doesn't want to hurt Jay. But he can't help it. The story's also quite a bit of Jakehoon and a little Sunki. Remember this is all pure fiction, please don't compare it with reality.

in which jungwon had a small crush on jay, who was a senior in their school. later on, jay became jungwon's first love, and swore to not leave by his side.

"Don't you like diamond rings and shiny things?" Park Jongseong, Jay, is a new transfer student in a private prep school in Seoul. New to the posh scenery and wealthy students, he tries to conceal his background and flaws by putting on a show. When Jungwon begins to uncover his true colours, he sees what Jays has been hiding and begins to discover more about himself than he ever would have thought. The conservative structure of the city he's been living in finally shows their painfully ugly colours of homophobia and that reality is never as perfect as it seems... "Cliche much? I would take paper rings from you over any diamond rings, Jay, don't forget that..." - NISCUITS 2023