in which an overweight young woman in an abusive relationship wants to piece her life back together before her mental and physical health come crashing down. [highest ranking: #11 in fanfiction] [Winter Fanfiction Awards Winner 2016!] [cover made by @ashtxning] All Rights Reserved © juliawrites [GET AFFORDABLE HARRY MERCH: https://styles-merch.com?ref=28styles-merch.com/?ref=28 ]

That stupid, stupid kiss. Why did I have to say anything at all? Why couldn't I have waited a few more minutes? Why did he have to turn his head? Yeah, my name's Harry Styles and I just kissed my best mate on stage in front of thousands of screaming girls with thousands of high speed cameras. And I liked it. DISCLAIMER! All Ideas in this story except for the names and appearances of the characters are mine! This story is copyrighted, meaning I do not allow for any translations, spin offs, or copying. Thanks for understanding.

'Let's switch roles. This time I'll be the one to hurt you, to make sure I lose connections with you and have you cry at night. I won't be the one in pain, I won't be the one losing sleep, and ultimately I won't be the one to get hurt anymore. Let's see how much of this you can take because when you did it to me, I took so much of it. You don't realize how much it hurts until you experience it.' Niall Horan is the shy, quiet kid who walks past you in the hall- the one no one talks to. He's ignored and forgotten, chosen last in gym for the team, doesn't play sports- he's invisible. At least, to everyone except the school bad boys, Harry Styles and Zayn Malik. When Harry and Niall are paired together in AP Psychology for a project they're forced to see sides of each other that they didn't know existed. The two begin to open their eyes to just how alike they really are- and the troubled past the two share begins to catch up with them.

*BOYXBOY EXTREME* Innocent, pure Harry with dark Niall. What will Harry do? Stay, fight, learn to love? What will Niall do to protect his claim? Use fear, charm, love? Could be everything in between. *warning; includes swearing, smut, other*

After a sneaky photographer snaps a picture of Harry naked one night (and almost revealing he's gay to everyone), Simon calls them into a meeting to send them away to a private cabin where the nearest village is an hour away. The other boys aren't very happy about the mess Harry made, not even Louis his best mate will talk to him for very long! And after an accident involving Niall occurs Harry takes it upon himself to look after the little Irish guy, during which feelings arise for the blonde boy. But what Harry doesn't know is that Niall is hiding a secret of his own...

--NEW TRAILER INSIDE!-- My life was ruined. No one ever wanted me. Even my own mum hated me. When I was small I was afraid of my dad all the time, who came home drunk every night and hit my mum. When he got in jail, my mum became all different. She started to get drugs, made me work all day, and even hit me. It was terrible. No one loved me in this horrible world. I was exhausted. I didn't want to write that tweet about me wanting to commit suicide to Liam Payne, 1/5 of One Direction, the famous British-Irish boyband, I just felt like I had to tell someone. And it came out that it was the best thing I ever did in my life. He saved me. I never thought I would ever actually be loved, but he promised, that he's going to find me, whatever it matters... And he did travel the whole world just to find me... to find his Cinderella.

Just normal imagines but only about Niall.

Harry is a jock, simple as that. He has always been the guy who every other person in the school wishes they were. He is living the 'good life' with his two best friends Louis Tomlinson and Zayn Malik, plus he has all the girls wrapped around his finger. His life revolves around his perfect, straight boy jock image. Then one day out of the blue a bump appears in the perfect, flat road that is his life, and this bump is called Niall Horan. Niall’s dad has been moved from Mullingar, Ireland to Holmes Chapel by his work and Niall must leave his whole childhood behind. Something about his blonde hair and vibrant blue eyes has Harry reeling and soon enough he can’t stop thinking about the new boy that couldn't care less about him. For the first time in his life Harry is trying to win someone over and failing. This angers him and he resorts to bullying Niall. Niall makes Harry feel starstruck, (even though he has trouble showing it) but Niall despises him for bullying him every day and just wants him out of his life. But that is kind of hard to do when he moves in right next to the boy he hates more than anything.