I never imagined I'd be lying here, in this cold hard bed, waiting to die with so many regrets. I'm so selfish; I did this to help him, not me, and yet here I am wishing I could take it all back. Wishing that, just for a moment, I could be happy again. The kind of happy that he made me. He's the only one who can fix what's broken inside of me now...but there's just not enough time.

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

[Complete: Written in 2012, so you know what to expect] Niall and Taya have known each other since the beginning of high school, but they weren’t close. In fact, seeing them actually talking to each other would be a rare situation. But school’s over now, and unless you’ve been living under a rock, you would know about Niall and his new band coming third on The X Factor. Taya expects that she’s not going to have anything to do with him for the rest of her life, but when the two bump into each other at the supermarket, they’re about to become a whole lot closer © 2014 _adrenaline

Nova wrote letters to him everyday, but never sent them. She noticed him before he was famous. She was in love with him before millions of other girls around the world. He never gave her more than just a glance in the hallways at school. Why would he anyways? She was practically invisible. She followed him on his journey all the way from XFactor or probably even before that. She did know him since preschool after all. She's so proud of him, but wants to see him again and find out what it would be like to call Niall Horan, "mine." She's determined to get the love story she's always wanted. After all a celebrity's gotta take a break, right? Will there be second chance at love for them? Copyright © _styleroids. All Rights Reserved.

When Abigail (Abbie) Aherne loses her parents in a car crash when she is 11, her brother Chris says he'll take care of her till the day he dies. But what happens when the day her brother spoke about comes far too soon? Oh and did I mention her best friend is Niall Horan from One Direction?

Ashley was a victim (the reason why I chose Niall to be the bully was it would be different, because I know how he's so nice and sweet but I wanted to make things more different then you'd expect)

She doesn't remember anything. Their first date, their first kiss, the first time he bought her flowers, their first fight. She doesn't even know who he is. She's forgotten something horrible, something no one wants to remind her of. So what exactly happens when everything disappears?