A Cathedral of Longing Book I: Holy Ache There are griefs that do not scream. They settle quietly into the body, turning ordinary nights into wars between memory and sleep. Holy Ache is a collection of poems and free verses written from the spaces between longing, loss, and silence. These pages carry unfinished conversations, sleepless yearning, and the unbearable weight of feeling too much for too long. Raw, intimate, and deeply human, this book traces what it means to survive the kind of pain that never fully leaves, only learns how to live inside you.

A Cathedral of Longing Book II: The Theology of Grief Some griefs are never buried. They become part of the way we speak, remember, and love. The Theology of Grief is a collection of letters written in the aftermath of longing. Filled with unsent confessions, lingering devotion, and the silence left behind by unfinished love, these pages explore the sacredness of mourning someone who still exists in memory but no longer in reach. Each letter reads like a prayer for the lost, the almost-loved, and the parts of ourselves that disappeared with them.