he was cold and fragile, like the winter winds

Troye Sivan had known Tyler Oakley for 9 years, and had been in love with him for 7. Through 7 years of unwanted feelings of affection in his heart and suffocating heartbreaks, he now desperately wants to let go. But he also wants Tyler to stop him from walking away. ( © ) warning:angst. heavy angst. mentions of death. prepare yourself for anything bad.

Troye has invited Tyler to stay with him back home in Australia. When Troye comes down with a mystery sickness and is admitted to the hospital, at what emotional price will it cost Tyler?

Everyone has one. On their wrist. Initials. Your soulmate's initials. The ultimate OTP. You guys are meant to be. Here's the catch. You've got to find your soulmate before you are 26 years old. But for Tyler Oakley, time is running out. highest ranking #142 in fanfiction

Set in Autumn 2016. Troye has a year-long working visa allowing him to live in America with Tyler. The issue of Troye's fast-expiring visa has the two men remembering the development of their relationship, and with their memories come several thoughts to consider. Mature content warning. 18+ No self harm or abuse. Written in 2014. On hold due to health issues. More status details in my bio.

What is it like to live in a world where your entire life is decided for you? Tyler Oakley knows something is wrong with him. So does his wife, Zoe. Yet, Zoe might know better than Tyler just what the problem may be. Troye Sivan has just turned eighteen. With a new career and spousal assignment, Troye feels lost and as if his life is spinning out of control. When Troye and Tyler meet, their instant bond may be just what they're both looking for. Or, just what will ruin them. What motivates The Society to do what they do? What will happen when Troye and Tyler discover that their new found friendship may be more than they bargained for? Will everything work out in the end? Or will The Society have their way?

Troye is suffering from a depression, that makes him feel as though he is drowning. Can Tyler, the bright and bubbly boy in his senior biology class pull him from this depression and help him realise how amazing he truly is?

Tyler Oakley and Troye Sivan met a year ago at Playlist Live and nothing has ever been the same. Millions ship them as a couple called a troyler. What will happen if they fall in love? Will they tell their fans? How will everyone react? Most importantly, what happens behind the scenes?