this story follows the storyline of Nikki and Taylor's relationship from both being runaway's to recovery and everything in between. this book also goes along with nikki's real life time line for the most part, like kids and shit. this is the the first book i've ever written so ya. please don't hate, i would love to have smut in this book but im horrible at writing it sorry in advance. i also do not own any of the songs taylor writes in the book all rights to Taylor swift. and I sadly do not own any member of Mötley Crüe mentioned in the book. TW drug abuse, overdose, sumt, and probably more READ WITH CAUTION ⚠️ #1 in NIKKI SIXX 12/24/24 #2 in MOTLEY CRUE 12/31/24

Halston White spent the entirety of her adult life desperately wanting to blend in, but what happens when she falls in love with the bassist of an up and coming rock band and is thrust into the limelight? Blending in is no longer an option; putting herself-and, consequently, everyone around her-in danger. Warnings: 18+, language, smut, gang affiliations & violence, drug use, overdose, death and a wide range of sensitive topics. **Please do not take/steal/rewrite my hard work.** Disclaimer: Some of the dates are guesstimates and obviously my version of Mötley Crüe is fictionalized. I do try to do my own research and make it as realistic/follow the real timeline of events as much as I possibly can, though. I am NOT affiliated with any gang mentioned and my version of any real life person relating to them is obviously fictionalized as well. Started: 07/09/21

First couple chapters are kinda cringy but I PROMISE- it gets really fucking good the farther you read 1000+ words per chapter Been #1 Nikki Sixx #1 Vince Neil #1 Mick Mars #1 Tommy Lee #1 Motley Crue #1 Rock #1 1981 #1 Rockandroll