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Lowlight - B.E. by billieondollars
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A year ago, Billie Eilish vanished after finishing her most personal, haunting album-one that never got released. Now, she's resurfaced in Iceland, suffering from retrograde amnesia and unable to recall the last twelve months. The only person allowed near her is Talia Williams, a reclusive photographer known for emotionally raw portraiture-and Billie's ex. But Billie doesn't know that. She doesn't remember their nights, their fights, or the love that destroyed them both. Talia's there under the guise of documenting Billie's recovery, but her real reason is simple: she needs to know what happened. And whether what they had can survive Billie forgetting it ever existed. Top Rankings Achieved- #5 madison #6 billie
Notes of Attraction - B.E. by billieondollars
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Evelyn Carrington, a rising star in Hollywood known for her talent and tightly guarded heart. Focused on her craft, she isn't thrilled when she learns that pop sensation Billie Eilish will be writing the theme song for her new film. Their worlds couldn't be more different-Evelyn lives for control and structure, while Billie thrives in chaos and creativity. What begins as quiet disdain slowly unravels into something deeper as they're forced to collaborate. In the space between tension and harmony, fame and vulnerability, Evelyn and Billie discover that the most unexpected connection might be the one that changes everything. Top Rankings Achieved- #1 gracieabrams #1 wlw #2 eilish #5 billieeilish
When The Lights Go Out - B.E. by billieondollars
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Cornelia Quinn was the industry's newest obsession - ethereal voice, haunting lyrics, and a smile that never quite reached her eyes. Billie Eilish had been through the storm and made it out the other side, but nothing prepared her for Cornelia - the girl with stars in her voice and shadows in her soul. Thrown together by fame and the chaos of the spotlight, the two fall into a love that feels like a secret song only they can hear. But as the cameras flash and the pressure builds, Cornelia begins to unravel behind the curtain - haunted by the weight of expectation, silence, and the darkness she's hidden for too long. As Billie fights to keep her grounded, Cornelia begins to slip through her fingers. Fame may have brought them together. But love might not be enough to save them. ~ when the party's over - "nothing is better sometimes, once we've both said our goodbyes, let's just let it go, just let me let you go" Top Rankings Achieved- #3 sabrinacarpenter #3 billieeilish #2 singer #3 concert #2 wlw #6 friendstolovers
The Girl Who Never Said Goodbye - B.E. by billieondollars
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Billie and Ellie were inseparable-two kids growing up side by side, sharing dreams, secrets, and a bond that felt unbreakable. But one day, Ellie was gone. No warning, no goodbye-just silence. Torn away by a father who wouldn't let her explain, she left behind everything, including the one person she never wanted to hurt. Years later, Billie is a global icon, singing to millions but still haunted by the girl who vanished without a trace. And Ellie? She's been watching from the sidelines, keeping Billie close in the only way she can-through screens and songs and memories that never fade. When Finneas stumbles across Ellie's Instagram, everything changes. One message turns into a meeting, and a meeting turns into a second chance neither of them saw coming. With Billie's LA show just days away, Ellie agrees to be there-backstage, face to face with the past she's spent years avoiding. Some reunions are quiet. Some are messy. And some hit like a wave you thought you were ready for. Top Rankings Achieved- #1 nessabarrett #1 billieeilish #1 eilish #3 nessa #2 billie #6 gxg
Enemies to Lovers- Billie Eilish by sharkno2
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Vivienne just joined a new school, although things take a turn in her relationship with a bully. How far will it go? ---------------------------- smut/g!p ⚠️ HEAVY CONTENT! viewer discretion is advised! this story contains triggering scenes including: sexual abuse, self harm and substance abuse. SMUT scenes will have an asterix (*) incase you want to skip. ⚠️ Read at your own risk...
just a friend? by billieilish_povs
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y/n and billie went through a friendship breakup, y/n wanted nothing to do with billie and tried her hardest to avoid her, but failed. now they are growing back their friendship, getting closer and closer by the day.. but little does y/n know, billie has been crushing on her for years. everything all then started to change when they went to this specific cabin trip, making y/n realize that she might've caught feelings for her "best friend"
Exchange// Billie Eilish by bilstan
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"YOOO FIN WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY ABOUT USING MY-" a girl with silver hair yelled, barging into the bathroom. "Well fuck me, you're not Finneas" the girl said, looking me up and down, drawing attention to the fact that only a towel was wrapped around me. "No I'm not, so get out!" "Woah mamas, you're in my bathroom, in my home and using what smells like my body wash so how about you get the fuck out" Lord help this girl and her audacity.
My Unknown Love | B.E. by bilsbluehair
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**A Billie Eilish Story** Madelynn had finally come to terms with her love for Billie, who had seemingly abandoned her and whom she believed harbored a strong hatred toward her. This was puzzling, as Madelynn and Billie used to be best friends. Though Madelyn was afraid to admit it, she had always been in love with Billie. Billie had pushed Madelynn out of her life unexpectedly, with no warning or explanation. Of course, the situation was more complicated than it appeared, as there was more to Billie's story. Billie was in love as well, but she didn't want to accept it, let alone confront it. For Billie, it was difficult even to see Madelynn at school or in public. Whenever she caught a glimpse of her, she was reminded of how suddenly she had let Madelynn go and how her actions had affected her. Started: April 12, 2023 🥇#billieeilishfanfic November 14, 2025 Mature content. Grammarly was used in the writing process. I hope you enjoy it!
Restricted. B.E by bilspopsmutt
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No one had ever saved her. No one had ever even seen her. she was her parents secret. Trapped. Scared. Silent. Until Billie did. And she refused to let her fall. - "i don't know what I'm doing wrong, i- i don't even know what I'm doing at all." she whispered. and then louder again, all the pain behind her ribs pouring out of her, "why are you like this? p-please! please just tell me!" Tw- mention of sh, smut, suicide if u can't handle that dont read. This story is 2019 Billie era- something's will also be from 2025 era aswell:) Billie-18 Blue-17
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Fever Dream by youweremisunderstood
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I didn't go to that party looking for anything, if I'm being totally honest I didn't even want to go. But when her eyes caught mine, something in me shifted. My closed off self began to open up without warning. I've worked hard to build a life that looks beautiful from the outside-even if sometimes, I don't always feel beautiful on the inside. I've kept people at arm's length. I've told myself I'm fine being alone. Then Billie kissed me. And suddenly, I wasn't so sure about anything. This story is about us. About falling in love when you least expect it. About trust, and timing, and choosing each other again and again-even when it's scary. Even when it's messy. This is our Fever Dream. 🥇 eilish - 14.07.25 🥇 billieilishfanfic 14.07.25