(Saiki x Toritsuka Story.) To everyone around him, Saiki seems completely emotionless. But whenever he's alone, he experiences only one emotion, depression. Toritsuka realizes what's going on deep down in Saiki's mind, and tries to help his friend. What will he do? Story contains triggering topics such as: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, and Suicide Attempts. This story also contains smut at times. (I don't own the cover art!) This is an AU where the end of season three never happened, and Saiki didn't get a chance to get rid of his powers. I cannot express this enough DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU ARE UNDER 13, all of my books are recommended 13+ due to the mature themes of sexual things and harmful things. I was once on Wattpad when I was 10 years old and found out what smut was and I then matured way too fast and obsessed over sex. Do not end up like me. Take my warning.

TW SUICIDE AND SELF HARM YADDA YADDA DONT READ IF THAT STUFF TRIGGERS YOU Kusuo has always struggled with his powers, and Kusuke gave him a way out. A document of the boy falling into despair.

Warnings: Suicide attempts (or maybe more) Suicide thoughts Self-harm Nendo alone I don't own The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.

Saiki discovers a mysterious object, it lets him feel, it lets him escape, all he has to do is draw blood from his wrists