Till has always been a gentle and emotionally grounded boy, trying to navigate friendship and love in an unsteady boat all by himself. At school, students called him "Creepy Till". He lived in his own world, lost in his love for art and psychology, and often forgot to exist anywhere else. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy and uncertain. He had a lot of fears : attention, crowds, but the biggest of all tortured him in his sleep. Till suffered from recurring nightmares since middle school. When a new student joined his class and sat beside him, Till realized that the boy whose gaze haunted his every nights truly existed, that he was more than a product of his imagination. Ivan entered his life suddenly, like a storm. He was everything Till wasn't: magnetic, confrontational, and impossible to ignore. He was unpredictable, impossible to read, his behavior was erratic, he seemed to both despise and need Till at the same time. Raised in a household where love and hate were indistinguishable, he was left with a warped sense of intimacy. The quiet rejection that Till gave him was unbearable and made him remember his lowest moments. He couldn't stand the way he looked at him and avoided him. That's why he decided that, if he was going to be hated anyway, he might as well earn it. What begins as a series of misunderstandings, lies and deliberate cruelty, soon reveals something else beneath: a desperate longing to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Over time, Till's quiet empathy begins to reach the wounded child buried inside Ivan. And for the first time, the raven haired boy realized that hatred isn't the same as love, and that what's truly his doesn't need to be marked in order to be real. The cover is a fanart made by @Dutd on red note ( ID：Dutdtilkhdkgd )

Heavy themes, like rape, violence and mentions of suicide are included, continue at your own risk. This is more of a filler story to highlight the other two couples. It's still filled with my boys Ivan and Till, but they are not the one's really struggling in this story. After two weeks suspended from school, Ivan returns to campus with Till at his side-the boy who once felt untouchable, now his boyfriend, his peace, his anchor. Their love, born in the chaos of heartbreak and healing, is finally real. But peace never lasts for long. A new roommate throws everything off-balance: Acorn-cold, unreadable, and dangerous. From the moment he steps into their dorm, cigarette smoke and secrets fill the air. Ivan senses something sinister. Till remembers something darker. And Luka-the king, now a fractured man is trying to keep those around safe. Especially Hyuna. But love, real love, doesn't back down. Not even when the past returns with blood on its hands. [This story will contain smut.] [COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X] This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

"In the end, you and I were never an option." -------- Toya was a really great student and actually liked going to school. He and his friends would always have a great time together. But one day...everything changed. "Just because of Toya." School stopped being fun and the people he cherished so much eventually left. Just as the blue haired tries to forget everything, a ginger haired boy appears in his life and changes it another time... ...And most of the time, changes aren't something good. ... "Why am I throwing up flower petals...?" -------- Hanahaki Disease: A disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love and memories also disappear. The symptoms of the disease are summarized to strong pain, having flowers blooming in the heart and lungs, and then throwing them up. The disease begins with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity (and pain) until the victim is vomiting entire flowers, by which point the disease has entered its final stages... (Cover by me) TW⚠️-coughing/ throwing up, depression (?), suicide, mentions of blood and death Updates: Every Wednesday and Saturday Started: October 11th 2023. Ended: December 27th 2023. -English is not my first language, so I deeply apologize for any mistakes (and i also apologize if this is cringe) -- Top Rankings: #1 in "badend" (November 24th 2023) #1 in "akitoya" (December 09th 2023) #1 in "hanahakidisease" (July 06th 2025) #16 in "projectsekai" (September 2nd 2024)

Writer Toya x Editor Akito (Toya only writes fanfics on Wattpad and ao3, nerd) (Got Cover off Google) Partial 1st Person POV (Toya), Partial 3rd Person "After maybe a few years of me writing these stupid fan fictions off wattpad, I got a strange text. I still don't know how he got my number, but he's big a huge help." also Toya gets into singing and Wowww