Bunch of old IvanTill oneshots from ao3 Most are rated M

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Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ🩶☆.☽ . ─── 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙪 𝙛𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡, 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙞𝙯𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙖 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙡𝙪𝙠𝙖. 𓂃𓈒𓏸 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙨? 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 ... 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣, 𝙩𝙝e 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 with black eyes, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙨, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙢𝙚𝙧, 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙧 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨. 𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙩... 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝. 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚

"...Why wouldn't you want to go on a date with your boyfriend?" Boyfriend? Me and This Guy? Hell No! When did people start misunderstanding our relationship?! ✧ What would you do if suddenly the girl you like invites you on a double date where the couples are her and her girlfriend and you and your best friend? of course, Till, being madly in love with Mizi will accept so as not to make her feel bad (not only for that, but also because of Sua's threat...), after all, all he wanted was to see Mizi smile ... and that's how Ivan and Till started pretending to be a couple - > 15.850 words ...yep, the cover keeps changing cuz I can't make one that I really like, soo, sorry not sorry! ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ FIRST STORY!! English is not my first language, so, I apologize for any grammatical errors! please comment and vote!!! LOVE YOU ALL, HAVE FUN READING !! 🫶🏼

highschool au ivan is tills bully and at a house party they both got invited , they play 7min of heaven and ivan starts to catch feelings. contains angst (sh) and smut prepare yourself :)

They say spring is for new beginnings - but what if yours had already started, and you didn't notice? ⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ Till isn't good at feelings. He's good at music, at getting detentions, and at pretending not to care. Especially about things like cherry blossoms or clingy best friends with black hair and too many shallow emotions. Especially about Ivan. ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ Ivan, who's always there. Ivan, who talks too much and listens too carefully. Ivan, who's been in love with Till for longer than he'll ever say out loud. 𓂃⋆.˚ But Till's eyes are on someone else - Mizi, passionate and brilliant and so painfully unreachable. And Mizi? She's in love with Sua. ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ In a world of unspoken things and unsent confessions, spring blooms quietly around them. As songs are written, friendships are tested, and the truth starts to rise to the surface - Till will have to face the one thing he's always avoided: what really matters, and who he can't imagine losing. ๋࣭ ⭑ ˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. 　　　.   　　˚　　 　　*　　 　　✦　　　.　　.　　　✦　˚ 　　　　 ˚　.˚　　　　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　 　　 　　　　 pov: alternating (ivan/till) status: completed

At ALNST High, Till never expected to fall for someone who doesn't even have a heartbeat. But Ivan-quiet, cold, and hiding a deadly truth-is impossible to ignore. When Till discovers Ivan's secret, he's pulled into a world of blood, danger, and a connection deeper than either of them can explain. As forbidden feelings grow, so do the risks. But some bonds are written beneath the skin-where the pulse lives. Alongside them, Mizi and Sua fall quietly in love, while Luka, Hyuna, and Hyunwoo navigate tangled hearts of their own.

This story is about Till , an unpopular emo boy , and his star-crossed lover , Ivan , in High school and growing of age, Are they finally going to finish together in this universe?

i do not own any rights to the drawing in the cover.