Five years ago, Lee Chan presented as an omega on the eve of his promised bonding to pack alpha Choi Seungcheol. That same night, he was cast out as a traitor. Now, he survives in the city's underbelly - a ghost running deliveries for gangs, his body crumbling under the weight of suppressants, his heart armoured in razor wire. When a territorial war throws him back into the Choi Pack's path, they find not the bright-eyed boy they loved, but a feral, wounded creature who looks at them like they're the monsters. The truth, when it unravels, is a poison they all must drink. Chan has known it for years. And forgiveness? That's a language he unlearned to survive. Reclamation is the slow, agonising archaeology of trust, where every scar must be mapped, and love must learn to grow around the ruins. [Cross-posted on AO3 under the same username]

Chan never expected his soulmate mark to wake. It had lived its whole life as a faint, apologetic flicker - proof, he believed, that love simply wasn't meant for him. Then their arms touched - barely, briefly. For one sharp heartbeat, Chan's mark sparked - small, startled, alive. It wasn't a blaze. It wasn't even a promise. But it was enough to make Chan wonder if fate hadn't forgotten him after all... just waited for the right touch. [Cross-posted on AO3 under the same username]

If a cup is broken, can it be fixed? Suppose you gather every last shard. You spend countless patient hours fitting them back together. You fill the cracks not with invisible glue, but with liquid gold-the ancient art of kintsugi. You do not hide the breaks. You illuminate them. The mended cup is now more beautiful for having been broken. But what then? Can it still hold scalding tea? Will it bear the heat, or will the golden seams betray it? Is it stronger at the breaks, or forever more fragile? And is the time, the pain, the hope poured into its repair worth the risk of it shattering once more? Because cups are fragile. Hearts are, too. Are his mates worthy of being trusted with his heart a second time? And has he learned the most devastating lesson of all-that sometimes, to survive, you must learn how to hold yourself? [Cross-posted on AO3 under the same username]

Basically bottom joshua oneshots!🎀

Joshua wants to just shrug those who doesn't want him in the group as well as his existance to in between others ship. he try to distance himself especially to Jeonghan but what happen if this move of his will affects everybody which causes the group to comfort and guard Joshua even further.

chan always falls for boys he can't have. #1 in Dino - 21.07.17 started - 21.06.28 completed - 21.10.17

Book 2 of the IO series Started : 26.02.2025 Finished : 16.03.2025