BOOK 2/2 (Please read the first book, Für Clay, before this one.) Your head laid against the rough wall of the cave as you tried desperately to sleep; however, it was of no use. Tommy hissed and silently sobbed in his sleep as you often got up, worried about him, to check on his wounds. You sighed trying to think how things could have turned out so horribly wrong. Blood stained your hands and the curse of that seemed to seep itself into the palms of your friends as well, taking blame on them just as much as it does on you. You begin to worry that maybe it'd be better off if you just left everyone alone, but Wilbur has assured you that none of this is your fault. You wonder if he'd think the same knowing all that you've done. Would anyone think of you the same? Started: March 3rd 2023 Completed: Editing completed: Cover art not mine.

"Dying was the easy way out... or so I thought. But it turns out Death is not how you escape living, instead it's how you get a free ticket to living forever." - You had been cursed to live forever after a tragic accident, cursed to feel the guilt of your mistakes for eternity. Because of this you had sworn off of love but as stakes are high and war is on the rise you happen to find yourself falling for your best friend who happens to look too much like your past. - "When you die the God of Death, or XD, sends you to live out your worst fears, your worst nightmare for the rest of eternity, your own personal limbo, but what happens when life is what you hate the most?" "Your limbo is being alive?" - Book 1/2 Based on the events of the Dream Smp All of the characters are based on the C!'s. If this book makes anyone from the Dsmp uncomfortable then I will either fix the issue or delete the book depending on the problem. Heavy talk of suicide and death. Started: May, 6th, 2022 Completed: March, 3rd, 2023 Completed Editing: not completed. Cover art not mine.

"You can't be serious." "If you ever set foot in the Dream SMP, or any of its surrounding countries, you will be executed." "Why keep me here? Why not just put me in that massive prison of yours?" "That prison was never built to keep you of all people. But if you keep trying my patience, I just might make you a cell." "Just go. You got what you want, I'm far from your precious country. Just leave me here and never come back." "You know I can't do that." "That blizzard outside is almost as cold as you are, Dream. You walk in here, and it's like all the warmth just disappears. One day, you'll catch a cold from that ice you've festered in your heart." "There will come a day when you, too, learn to become heartless to protect yourself." ***** What did I ever do to deserve being banished from the home I've done nothing but love, to a place nearly as cold as the masked man forcing me to stay here?

Have you ever felt like you don't belong? Like this place you're in doesn't feel right? Like you should be somewhere else entirely? This isn't right... Are you supposed to be able to fell a tree with your fists? Are you supposed to be able to pick up little blocks in place of normal items? Are the dead supposed to rise and walk the lands? Is that tall, lanky monster with glowing purple eyes that teleports around normal? Is any of this normal? This just isn't right... Should I be here? Well, at least I'm not stuck here alone. With them... it feels less like a prison. They make this place more bearable. In a world that feels anything but normal, at least they can make me feel normal. If only until we figure out if we're really where we're meant to be. Or if we're meant to escape this blocky wonderland. Cover Art created by: @Harusimp MILESTONES!!! Feb 1st: 10K reads! Feb 18: 30K!