Don't read if you hate violence, I'm sorry

<3 Something I've been working on <3

I swear if any of you make fun of me for this, I'm deleting my acc and locking myself in my room forever. Yes, I secretly like cute/softcore things. Grrrrrrr it's so bad idc. Everyone needs a break from being constantly miserable and stressed out all the time I guess. Welcome to my secret softcore closet. It's literally a bunch of pastel trash, cozy songs, random pictures, moodboards, outfits, and fluffy things because the real world is an frustrating nightmare. Rule #1: Don't perceive me while I'm in here. Rule #2: If you tell anyone outside this book, you're blocked. DEAL WITH IT!!!!! Anyway, I'm going all out with this and doing literally everything.

This is just for fun, not really necessary to read or anything but I just wanted to share this with you guys!

Read this if you are suicidal, have hurt yourself before, or was suicidal at one point and think it might come back

Grunge clothing, skateboard decks, and alternative rock are my reality. Pastel tulips, fluffy hydrangeas, and my mom's pink flower apron are my temporary nightmare. I only cover shifts at Petals & Pixels sometimes, but it's enough time for Jax-the smug, patchwork-tattooed artist next door-to pick a fight with me through the display glass. He loves to push my buttons, and I love giving him a run for his money. He thinks he's the king of this block, but I've taken harder hits from concrete than anything his smart mouth can throw at me. It's a slow-burn war of words, stencils, and roses. And neither of us plans on backing down first.