"Anetaka Kinimaka was an odd girl. At least she felt that way." Not too long ago, Anetaka was happy. After she developed cancer in her larynx at the age of 2 and had it removed, she had been mute and couldn't breathe properly. She went through middle school happily, making her greatest friend, but sadly she couldn't keep him with her manipulative tendencies. Now she didn't know love. She didn't know her place in the world, even at the age of 18. Her memories of the past are tainted by grief and doubt, so she can't remember anything. Maybe that's just how her life is destined to be. Maybe. --- Based loosely off of my life, especially the flashbacks. Ane IS kind of a self insert for me, but I definitely tried avoiding that too too much. Hope you enjoy! Trigger warning: Self Harm, Emotional Abuse and Manipulation, and sex. Beware! ALL CHARACTERS IN THE STORY ARE 18 AND OVER UNLESS EXPLICITLY STATED.