"But I would rather feel the sting Than never to have felt a thing I'll always know you were the one To rip me from the ground"

An #ErkenciKus #CanEm Marriage of Convenience AU. Formerly called Nothing Personal Neither Can Divit nor Sanem Aydin are looking for love. But both must find a significant other if they are to succeed in their business ventures. A contract for a temporary marriage seems like the ideal solution - they help each other reach their business goals, and move on. Nothing personal, just a professional contract between two consenting adults. Yes, there would be rules. No, there would be no strings attached. What could go wrong, right?

CAN hates spending nights away from his family. Sanem and the triplets are his first priority in every decision he makes now. A photography assignment sometimes means a night in a hotel or a long drive home. He usually always chooses the latter. An unusual ritual begins in the Divit household...

Can 'Albatross' Divit, current Olympic Gold medalist in high board diving, suddenly disappears from his seemingly extravagant and decadent playboy lifestyle of late night partying, after a very public disagreement with a young attractive female journalist. He's branded as arrogant and sexiest by the media, loses his lucrative sponsorship deals, and finds his reputation in tatters. A year later, he returns, looking fitter and sharper than ever, vowing to re-claim his life, stand up to his accusers and defend his Olympic title. Plus there's the the small matter of revenge against the beautiful naive young woman who started the whole chain of events, that changed his life overnight. However, he hadn't factored in the surprise secret that she had been keeping that would stop him in his tracks.

Mature Novel - Themes of Violence, Culture Clash, Sex etc Novel written in English, despite some Turkish words. Novel based in Istanbul, Turkey. "Let me explain it like this. She has this never ending passion. I mean, it's the kind of passion I've never seen in my life, not only in a woman, but in anybody at all. The passion for life, flowers, literature, the stars, the sea, for Galapagos. She's so different from everybody. She thinks so differently. I can't figure her out, I'm curious about her. I never get tired with her. I want her to be with me all the time. I want to be only with her. That's how it is." - Can Divit "Once you told me never to give up on my writing and dreams. You are the only one in my dreams. Now I can talk to you only by writing. I wrote down everything that I lived through since day one and if you read it one day, you'll understand everything. It was me telling you lies. It was me who gave the pictures you took and it was me that nearly caused you to lose your photography license. The spy you were looking for from day one was me. I know you'll never forgive me; especially after reading this letter. But I want you to remember me as being honest to you, even if it's too late. And despite all of my lies, I want you to believe in one true thing: All my feelings I felt for you were real. Even with all of those lies, Sanem who was full of love was real. Every single moment I spent with you was worth my entire life. I loved you very much, Can Divit. I love you a lot. I will always love you." - Sanem Aydin.

EK AU Sanem has had anything but an easy life. From her difficult upbringing to her dismal marriage. Her surroundings weigh her down and force her to think her fate is sealed. She is alone, not by choice, but by circumstance. Her only friend is the voice in her head. Life didn't turn out the way Can thought it would either. But he has learned to accept it and even prefers his solitude to the point where he is far more comfortable around horses than he is people. Their two paths cross and life is no longer the same. But with how fate has treated them, do they really want to keep their old lives? The road may be rocky, but they find strength and solace in each other. Set in Northern California during the mid 1930s. Tensions escalate as the rift between the upper and lower classes increases. A possible uprising looms on the horizon. *Disclaimer/Trigger Warning* Please read before starting chapter 1. This is an AU story featuring characters from the Turkish TV show, Erkenci Kuş. A show that is a romantic comedy. This story here is not a romantic comedy. For those finding this story from one of the others I've written, fair warning, this one is going to be darker than what I've published so far. I will not be explicit or go into a lot of detail, but this story does include themes like domestic violence and marital rape. These are serious topics that I do not take lightly. I will do my best to always be respectful and ask that all readers do so too in any comments. Chapters will also not have individual warnings marking it as mature. (Before your minds get too carried away, no. Can Divit is not the villain here. So you can relax on that front.)

This is an AU of the Turkish show Erkenci Kus. A show that has the two most chemistry filled leading couple I have ever seen in a show/movie. In this version Sanem has to leave her home and her family after finding herself in a heap of trouble with some unsavory characters. With the help of Aziz, an agent with the National Intelligence Organization, she moves to a small town where no one knows who she is to start a new life. Sanem tries to accept the fact that her old life is over and she may never be truly happy again. That is until she meets Can Divit.

"Bir kalp, bir kere sever!" is a gripping fanfiction that follows Eşref after his release from prison, carrying the scars of silence, betrayal, and an undying love. Haunted by memories and unknowingly in love with the same woman twice, first as Rüya, then as Nisan, he must now face a world that has changed, and a woman who may never look at him the same again. It's a story about redemption, forbidden love, and the painful beauty of recognizing your soulmate when it's almost too late.

Sequeal to " A dream is a wish your heart makes" She was the dream that gave him a reason to live. He became the man who vowed to protect her forever. Together, Nisan and Eşref rewrite a future good enough for the kids. Th sequel picks ups 8 months since the end of Ihtiyar with Eşref and Nisan with their children navigating family drama in Eşref's world.

This will be a collection of short stories I write, inspired by the Turkish dizi/tv show Eşref Rüya starring Demet Özdemir as Nisan Akyol / Rüya and Cagatay Ulusoy as Eşref Tek.