Prologue September 13, 2012 Dear Niall, Happy Birthday! Today's actually been an okay day. I'm proud of you Niall, I really am. I'm hopelessly in love with you. I haven't stopped loving you; just trusting you. I'm tired of looking into the eyes of your posters. I want to see your eyes again. Feel your touch. Feel your lips against mine. To feel your fingers in my hair. I miss you so much, Ni. I want you back in my life. I want you to love me again. I wish I could see you one last time. In person. Just to get some closure. I hated you after you never answered my real letters. I wanted to never see you again. I wanted to slap you the next time I saw you. I was sad, and scared, alone. Haley helped but I mainly need you. I've grown closer to her since you left. I'm tired of hiding away. I want to have friends again. I miss you. I just want you and only you. But maybe that's my nerves talking. I just really wanna say that I'm proud of you. You've done good, Ni. I love you, Ni. I really do. I just wish I could trust you again. My last letter for a while. Maybe for forever. Love, Lillianne Collins My last letter to him. Maybe that's my closure. I really hope it's the last time. I'm tired of heart break. This is the truth.

Sophie was living her dream, having the summer of her life in London. When she finally thought she had her whole life figured out she met Niall Horan from One Direction. But how will the small-town girl from Sweden cope with London and how will Sophie handle life in the spotlight?

Beth's life was normal until 5 boys she never dreamt of being close to except for on posters came into her life. She'll realise that a holiday isn't always good, instead of a vacation away to paradise things mess up but it doesn't stop there, she can't escape it. Everything goes wrong, when her life fades away, will everything go with it? Even with the people of your dreams, is there such thing as a happy ending in reality?