9-1-1 Season 3 fanfiction Eddie tells Buck that he's exhausting and Buck takes it to heart, causing him to leave the 118.

~911 Buddie Fanfic~ Two firefighters, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz, become best friends after they meet each other at the 118. They've been through lots of trauma together and they each share their own past experiences as well. The 118 is a family, and it always be, until events unfold causing new feelings to arise. *this story takes place after buck gets out of the hospital from being struck by lightning* Disclaimer: I do not own 911 or any of the characters in this franchise! I hope you enjoy! x 💗 (Also fun fact is every chapter is after a song!) Chapter 1: Hurt -Johnny Cash Chapter 2: Re: Stacks -Bon Iver Chapter 3: Motion Sickness -Phoebe Bridgers Chapter 4: Bags -Clairo Chapter 5: Anything -Adrienne Lenker Chapter 6: All I Need -Radiohead Chapter 7: Lover, You Should Come Over -Jeff Buckley Chapter 8: Vampire Empire -Big Thief Chapter 9, 10,11: Not a lot, Just Forever -Adrienne Lenker Chapter 12: Let Down -Radiohead Chapter 13: Fake Plastic Trees -Radiohead Chapter 14: Not Strong Enough -Boygenius (always an angel never a God) Chapter 15: Change -Big Thief Chapter 16: Not -Big Thief Chapter 17: Til Forever Falls Apart -Ashe, FINNEAS

Buck's biggest fear is being abandoned because he's always felt alone. His parents had him for spare parts so he's never felt like he belongs here. The problem is: Everyone around him leaves so he thinks it's his fault and that nobody would care if he was gone. Eddie Diaz is his best friend. He knows when something is wrong with Buck. There's a deeper connection with him and Buck than there is with the rest of the 118. With Bobby gone, everyone at the 118 is a mess. No one thinks anything of it when Buck doesn't show up for the shift next morning. Except for Eddie. Will he be able to save Buck in time? Or is it too late to save him from what they've all been ignoring? TW: Mentions of Suicide, ED, SH, Trauma, Mental disorders, etc...

A sudden, bright flash had him flinching, a red hot burning entering his hands. Sparks flew as he was flung back, his hands and chest burning as he landed hard on his back. His heart beat was loud in his ears, audible under the ringing daze as his head spun. One, and a two, and a three... He rolled over with a groan, scrambling for his helmet. He got it on and looked up, breath catching at the sight of Buck hanging motionless from the ladder. "Buck!" Or Eddie got struck by the same bolt of lightning that stopped Buck's heart. And now he's finding emotions filling his chest every time he touches Buck. But they're not his emotions, so what the hell is going on?