⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝐨𝐨𝐨． ❝still got some good nights memorized, and the look back's gettin' me right ❞ ❝ you are the only girl i want, i want us to be together. ❞ ❝ oh ashtray, you always know just what to say. ❞ ⤷ ashtray x afrolatinafem!oc

Selective mutism is an anxiety disorder characterized by a person's inability to speak in certain social settings such as at school, work, or in the community. Eileen has had this disorder for her entire life. She's selfless, kind and has a heart that is filled with pure gold. Navigating through her teen years has proven to be smooth sailing for the most part. Ashtray O'Neil has spent his entire life living each day as if it were his last. Being a drug dealer meant that he had to keep his shit together 24/7. Ironically, he and his older brother played good cop, bad cop, you can only guess which one was Ash. Both teens have yet to let anybody in. They're too prideful, too confident in being alone. But what happens when fate has them meet at wrong time, in the wrong place? *THERE IS ONLY ONE TRANSLATION OF THIS BOOK AND IT IS BY @moxxni and it is in German! Hopefully my story reaches more readers :)*

"Maybe a relationship is just two young idiots, who don't know a damn thing except the fact that they're willing to figure it out together." Ashtray was educated on two things from an early age. Drugs and Family. When the former is no longer a major part of his life, how will Ash adjust to being a normal 16 year old teen? He grew up hardened. Always had to watch his back, trust nobody and didn't give a damn about what you had to say or do, so long as his family was protected. And he definitely didn't mind cussing dumbasses out for no reason. Mia was more than just a materialistic girl. She's had boys pining over her for years yet none were successful as she had her own problems. With a body builder for a mother and an alcoholic for a father, it made for the perfect recipe of a daughter who's developed an eating disorder at a young age. She grew up with a big heart. Despite this, she masked it with a 'no fucks given' attitude and decided that she may feel weak on the inside, but she will not be weak on the outside. Both had their hearts on lock but what happens when they unnoticeably give each other the one and only keys? --- "No, my nail!" I whined, holding it up. "You just paid for these the other day!" "It's okay Mia," Ash said as he took my hand in his own to examine it. "It's not!" I said. "It hurts and looks tacky, what am I gonna do now?" Was I being dramatic? Yes, I was. Did I care? No, not at all. Ashtray rolled his eyes at me before lifting my finger and placing a gentle kiss upon it. "There," He said. "Is that better?" I blushed under this action before nodding my head. "Much," I said sweetly and kissed him on the cheek. Now we had matching blushes.

"𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦, 𝐢𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮." "𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫!" an ashtray fanfic.

IN WHICH, sienna navarro discovers an interest in the young drug dealer who always showed an attitude towards her. ashtray fanfic [EUPHORIA SZN 1 - 2]

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 , after years of surviving east highland by pretending she doesn't care about anything , Nora Wayans finds herself constantly crossing paths with Ashtray O'neill - the violent , emotionally detached drug dealer everyone knows better than to fuck with. What starts as mutual hatred slowly turns into something neither of them knows how to handle. 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 x fem 𝐨𝐜! 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 → 𝐒𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐂𝐔𝐏, ashtray. 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟐 → 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐄, ashtray. 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟑 → 𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃, ashtray. 𝑩𝑶𝑵𝑼𝑺 → 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐀 , special episodes written by 𝒌𝒂𝒚𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒂. 2025 I 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 : ( ? ) 2026 I 𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝖾𝖽 : ( ? )