What happens when a summer trip with your closest friend blurs every line ever drawn? Forced to face the ultimate question: is risking the best friendship you've ever known, worth the chance at forever?

What happens when you work on the most iconic biopic of the century with the nephew of the King of Pop? "Solana, may I introduce you to Jaafar Jackson!"

For years, they were inseparable. Best friends, soulmates, first loves the kind of couple everyone believed would last a lifetime. Until one day... They didn't. Now, after months of silence, unresolved feelings, and words that can never be taken back, fate forces them into each other's lives once again. But the people they used to be no longer exist. Some wounds never truly heal. Some promises are impossible to forget. And sometimes, the person who broke your heart is the only one who still knows how to put it back together. Or maybe... Some love stories are never meant to have a happy ending.

What is love if you are not here with me! Inspiration behind this story. It was the beginning of Covid and we were in lock down. Being in my thoughts I was having a hard time dealing with the fact Michael Jackson isn't here anymore. I missed going to Neverland even though I was never in his proximity's. So I begin to think! How different his life would be if he a had a real true spouse. Not a wife put together by his P.R team, not a wife for I.V.F but a true loving spouse. Then I went down a rabbit hole, on the Glenda tapes he said he never had a real relationship. I begin to cry when I heard that. I believe MJ deserved to have a beautiful wife he was proud of and prance her on every magazine cover. I believe he deserved all the kids his heart desires. I also believe if he did have a wife he loved with all of his heart those allegations would've never came about. I'm not saying his life would be perfect cause he was a handful, I'm saying it would've been softer. Call me old fashioned but I believe the Bible when it says a man shouldn't be alone. Men who are in love and married live longer. I regret the limitation of my own imagination - MJ So I created this story. My aesthetic of what and how differently things could've turned out. This story is 100% fiction based on true events of Michael Jackson life. The pictures of women in this story have no connection to Michael at all. It's just my imagination my visuals of how I want my story to go. The Michael in this story is not Peter Pan, this is the real Michael Jackson behind the stage. He was a bit much but we loved him anyway. I hope you enjoy and if you don't it's ok I still love you anyway. Copyright © 2021 by Jacksonsgirl86 This is an original story. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher. I have the right to report anyone who copies my work.