America is the loud, obnoxious, immature nation the countries know, right? But what if he wasn't? What secrets surface after a more than odd call shoves the crew of nations into a side of America most have never seen. I wrote this just for fun so there is kinda quick pacing along with slow updates. I'd love some criticism about it so I can improve. I use google translate for any foreign language so please correct it if it's wrong in the comments and I will fix it. Otherwise please enjoy. #1 in ivanbraginski 7/4/20 #1 in thestates 7/5/20 #1 in aphamerica 7/8/20 #4 in Rusame 7/12/20 #2 in Hetalia 10/7/20 {Cover is not mine}

Many things fall. Such as heros. All heros eventually fall. Some because of a villian. But America? No, this hero was falling to something else. Something worst. Something more painful. He was falling to those he thought we're his friends and family. ----------------------------------------------------------------- You would think that he was one of the happiest people you would ever know. But that's a lie. America- no- Alfred was hurting. He was taking one to many hits. The pain was getting out of control. Everything was spiraling downwards. And America was desending further into depression. Warning: Self harm, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Adopted from @The-Schuyler-Sisters

This is the Diary of a nation known an the United States Of America. Here you will see a side of him that the others don't. [recent cover change update]

A fanfic based off of "Memories of Old" By SliverAmyhestanimelover (I cant spell) so credits to them for the idea -- America seems to have it easy with his past so england decides to embarrass him by showing how easy he has it but the spell back fires leading all of the nations to see the American's history --- There will be rusame (cause it's my OTP) I'm open for other ships --- Thanks for reading! -- Fic has been abandoned

A selected bundle of nations is gathered after a mysterious letter involving America shows up at their door. Once they all arrived a light freezes time and they become trapped inside the frozen limbo they entered. On the table appears a book labeled "Alfred's Secrets" which naturally piqued their interest. What will they do? 18+ themes Trigger warnings will be applied to certain chapters (Honestly just running with the "diary" trope, just being more creative with it)

After the whole secrets incident, the crowd of nations decided then and there that they want to meet America's children. Of course, Russia and the other knowing nations allow it. But that's because they want them to know Alfred's homelife is not simply blissful Heaven, but also chaotic Hell. This is an Epilogue to "Alfred's Book of Secrets" so I suggest reading that one first!

America didn't think this would ever happen. And really, letting his best kept secret out to Russia, of all nations? America thinks this has to be one of his dumbest moments yet. Will Russia and America's newly built Friendship survive the hardships of keeping such a secret safe? Or will it crash and burn, just like all the times before. First Installment of the Hidden In Our Hearts series. Disclaimer: I do not own hetalia!!! And guess what? Story art is NOT mine and I have no rights to it. Despite being an artist myself, I can never even hope to be on their level. It belongs to the great artist on Tumblr, mutuallyassureddevotion. Seriously, go check them out, they're awesome. (Sadly I didn't ask permission to use the art, I sincerely doubt this story will gain traction anyways soo (will take down if asked tho)) Btw, this is my first time ever writing fanfiction. Whoever finds this and decides to comment, be gentle please. I am in highschool (yes, cringe alert, I know) and might just cry lmao. #1 Rusame #1 Hetalia #1 aphamerica #1 aphrussia #2 States

America has gotten to the point where he's about to break. The act he keeps up, his mask of disguise is starting to wear off. There's times he try's to be serious but, is about to give up. Sometimes not being able to tell how he feels. Tiered of the world he just wants to escape though, feels that something is yet to be done. (Art and characters are not mine.)

[OLD. NEW VERSION OUT NOW.] One day, Alfred had mistakenly left his journal in the meeting room. He had left his stuff behind due to an emergency back at his home, and so; the remaining nations were appalled at finding something that he'd been writing in. And unfortunately, curiosity killed the cat. Many of the others began to read the pages, which led them all to realize that Alfred was a whole lot different than what they'd thought he'd be, for being the personification of the United States. Several twists and turns begin to crumble, as a hidden secret between Arthur, Matthew, and Alfred comes to light. While Matthew descends into mental chaos- the rest of the nations manage to take back the journal, only to find out some horrible secrets the American has about them. [Disclaimer: Hetalia does not belong to me, all rightful credits go to Hidekaz Himaruya (AKA: Hima)!] - - #1 in aphamerica - 06.22.23 #1 in romanovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in felicianovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in aphprussia - 06.29.23 #2 in aphrussia - 07.03.23 - - Started: 06.XX.2023 Ended: [DISCONTINUED] - 08.13.2023

"Don't you want to know more about him?" Prussia urged. "We've all gone through it, why not him?" Germany looked distraught. "It is wrong, bruder." France spoke up. "Mon ami, this could be our only chance to see what Amerique is really made of. He is our ally, and as allies, he must prove himself to be strong enough to help us in the future." France purred, and said slyly, "Besides, he is the hero, is he not?"