"Before this congregation New and Tay have given their consent and made their marriage vows to each other. They have declared their marriage by the joining of hands," All of the guests are eagerly waiting for us to kiss so they can erupt into cheers. "And by giving and receiving of rings. I therefore proclaim New and Tay as one, you may now kiss each-" A series of gasps resonate as I notice from the corner of my eyes, my face turning to the left itself, I realize the man I just married- has fallen unconscious. 🎡☀🌻🌕 New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun does not want to marry a stranger. After trying to earn his parents' praise and being obedient for all his life and sacrificing his every wish and desire, The only thing he wanted to have freedom of choice on was this, a partner of his choice. Tay Tawan Vihokratana has strived all his life to be looked at with the same love from his mother as she does with his half younger brother, Earth Pirapat Watthanasetsiri. So when Earth refuses to marry someone, even if the marriage can be entirely business if he wants, Tay doesn't lose the chance to become the son they want Earth to be. What will happen when two people, who are breaking apart, are tied together? Will they be able to find happiness in their life or will their parents, once again, take it away from them? 🎡☀🌻🌕 Started: 24/09/22. Finished: Cover courtesy by @NikkieKookie Trigger Warnings to this work are in the IYRTW chapter. Explicit Sexual Content in some chapters. Will be highlighted before the chapter starts.

Joss is just a broke kid trying to raise his sister when he stumbled upon a boy with a voice like heaven in a run-down bar. Gawin had nothing - except a dream and a heart too soft for this world. Together, they built a future. But the cost of Gawin's dream took him away... and silence kept them apart. A decade later, Gawin is a global sensation. Joss is the lead investigator in a murder case connected to Gawin's darkest past. Can two broken souls find their way back, or will the truth destroy everything they still are to each other?

"𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘶𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯," "𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵?" "𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦..." 🌸🌺🌸 It's been a year since New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun has married a wreck of a man, Tay Tawan Vihokratana for whom he has had feelings for so long that he can't remember himself. What will happen when one day New just can't see the one he loves the most suffer like this? Will Tay be freed from his sorrows and finally look at what's in front of him or will New have to give up on his lifelong love? 🌸🌺🌸 Cover courtesy by @NikkieKookie Started: 09/02/23. Published: 28/04/23. Finished: 20/09/23.

After losing his parents at a young age, Tanrank has spent nearly his whole life in a quiet seminary, clinging to faith and obedience as a way to cope-with the guidance of Father Nathaniel and the hope that, through God, he'll one day reunite with his family in heaven. But everything begins to shift when Barth arrives. Cold, distant, and defiantly irreligious, Barth doesn't just challenge Tanrank's beliefs-he unsettles something deeper. What begins as a reluctant mentorship soon turns into a complicated friendship, and with each conversation, each quiet glance, Tanrank begins to question not just his path to heaven, but the very foundations of who he is and what he believes. As emotions grow tangled and the line between faith and feeling begins to blur, Tanrank finds himself at a crossroads between the world he's always known and the one person who makes him want to leave it all behind.

A story inspired by the trailer "ticket to heaven". A projection of my religious experience as a queer person. Fourth is a good Christian boy who goes to university and meets a gay atheist by the name of Gemini who changes his life.