!CURRENTLY EDITING! Adoption story with Phan. Most chapters are around 10-20 pages, shorter if I'm updating a lot and longer if I'm not updating as much. TRIGGERS: SELF-HATE SELF-HARM DEPRESSION ANXIETY

13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a sense of safety. She never feels at home. Although she does experience times of joy, it is quite rare for her to find any source of light in her life. But there are two YouTubers who manage to give her momentary happiness. And all it takes to get their attention is one letter. Just one letter, and suddenly Iris' life is where she never thought it would be; In the caring hands of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil). [A/N: There are some triggers, but overall this fanfiction isn't centered around those things. However, there is some swearing and sexual content. You've been warned!] *I am the queen of this plot so y'all better bow down to me*

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Yay phan highschool au with a rich!phil yay hahahahahhahahahahahahahhaahaha okay I'm sorry.

Dan Howell is a YouTuber, most well known as Danisnotonfire. Dan has let himself fall into a deep hole of depression which not even his best friend, Phil, can get him out of. Maybe all he needs is some one to love and a place where he can truly be himself. Blossom Will is a poor girl. Her family was falling apart, and now she's been kicked out of the home by her abusive mother that somehow gained custody over Blossom and her sister, Issy. Why she was kicked out? Because she wasn't able to be accepted into university. Blossom needs a saviour to lift her from her life of abuse, depression, self-harm and anxiety. On one fateful day, Dan and Blossom meet. Dan immediately falls for Blossom, offering for her to stay with him and Phil after she was kicked out. Dan helps Blossom stop destroying herself and Blossom stops Dan from falling any further into depression. Will fate bring them together? Or time break them apart?

All bad grammar is done on purpose. This is exactly what I wrote.

October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

Phan, no smut Trigger warning

Not understanding feelings for others is hard. Not understanding attraction is hard. But it's even harder when you don't understand yourself. Trust is hard when you can't trust yourself.