Haley Jacobs is not your typical teenager. Her once perfect life, long gone. She has gone through hell and back, and is barely hanging on by a thread. She's not only running from her past, but she is also running away from Him. Haley is strong girl and wants to be loved, but can't let people in due to fear from her past. Haley starts a new school hoping to stay invisible, but nothing ever goes her way. She is thrown in to a group with the school's five bad boys making people notice her. They slowly break her walls down revealing secrets that she is so desperate to hide. With each secret that is revealed, her life and those around her, are in danger. Will they still look at her the same once they know her past? What will happen to her if He finds her? #1 in hiding on 4/21/2020 #1 in hiding on 3/7/2020-3/22/2020 #2 in hiding on 2/27/2020 & 3/23/2020 #35 in Teen Fiction on 8/25/2020 #688 in Young Adult on 8/25/2020 #2 in boys on 12/20/2020 This book was formerly named "The Girl With the Dead Eyes" (**Please give this book a chance. I'm not great at writing summaries.**) This story contains sensitive content. I do not go into extreme detail though. This story does contain foul language. Please read at your own risk**

𝑨𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒔𝒉 × 𝑰𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒂 | 29 × 21 I asked for only one thing in my whole life - to be loved. Bas prem hi toh maanga tha, Bhagwan. tu ne mera asli chehra dikha diya Itna sach... itna sach ki ab main khud ko chhoon bhi nahi sakta. I never believed in you. Not really. I used to laugh when people said, "Sab up..ar wale ki marzi hai." But Ish...itha... she bel...liieves. She prays in name of you. She says, "He exists and listens" If you exist... if you're really the reason for existence... then please, I'm begging infront of youu...your not so existent creation is begging infront of you...please do one thing for me. Take her away from me. But please don't hurt her. Please don't let her cry. Please don't let her feel abandoned. Please don't let her feel unwanted. Just... erase me....erase me from every memory... Let her forget that she was ever married to me. Let her forget the sound of my name. Let my face blur in her memories. Let her wake up one morning and not remember the man who ruined her..... . . . A story of a villain who was ready to destroy himself, instead of the world this time...just to see a fucking smile on his wife's face. A Mafia leader vs A Florist. Forced Marriage He fell First and harder Virgin MMC & FMC and a lot more... Peep into the story to know more...and please don't judge the book based on the first few chapters...Because there is a reason why I potrayed him such way..also be ready to hate him to the core in intial chapters and fall madly in love with him in the later.