[Full name] had a great life. Studying at a private school, kind and supportive parents and a good friend group. But something feels off... something always feels off. Be aware of: - bad grammar, english is not my first language - curse words (not much, but still a great amount) - SPOILERS - I like to think I am funny - this is by no means a romantical story (the reader is 13) !!I don't own any BSD related thing (Characters, places etc.)!!

you had teased him as a child. you met him for the first time while walking on the sidewalk with your parents. he took your teasing as a heavy insult. your parents are still alive. you had gone to school with him before he disappeared momentarily. the color of dark red on your hands is all you can remember during the shooting. there he was, in front of you, holding a gun. and now he wants revenge. please note that english is not my first language! 15 DAZAI F. READER

[ NOTEBOOK 2] [ BASICALLY PART 2 OF DARK RED ] on the night you ran away, the young brunette organized a search party in the hope of finding you safe. you weren't needed for a mission, to talk to the boss, to train a new subordinate-no. perhaps he was simply worried about you. or maybe there was something else behind it? whatever it was, you weren't going to hop into the loving machine of himself. you were safe in suribachi city. or at least, you thought you were. please note that english is not my first language! 15-18 DAZAI F. READER

[NOTEBOOK 3] - FINALE [PART 3] ⁕ a little platonic chuuya x reader it had been quite a while since your brother, oda sakunosuke passed away. you still carry the memory of him under your heart. the only person you have left is, unfortunately, dazai osamu. the two of you are left soulless. the port mafia caught you, and you're back in their clutches. the bastard left you for the armed detective agency. strange things start occurring throughout. you can't figure out your true identity. a rumored terrorist is rising. the terrorist wasn't who you thought it was. please note that english is not my first language! 20-22 DAZAI F. READER

COMPLETED (Dazai x Reader) + (Decay of Angels x Reader) ♧ ! • (This story contains minor details about the decay of angels, and Sigma's casino only mentioned in the BSD Manga so far, but prior knowledge of this is NOT needed. The actual plot of the manga will not be spoiled as I am only borrowing little bits for the plot of this fanfiction) • ! ♧ Almost ever since you moved to Japan around 5 years ago, you've been an employee at Sigma's casino. Though not directly involved, the decay of angels has a certain trust in you. A few years ago, you met an ex-Mafia member looking to waste time, and although charming, you didn't think too much of him. Now in the present, you see him again, but this time things are different, and the secrets buried deep in the casino are at stake. You're warned about the dangerous games he plays for information. What happens when you start needing to decide between him, and the casino? What happens when the Decay of Angels start capturing your mind as he does too? Who can you really trust? ♧ Disclaimer: I only own the plot and "you". All other characters and their personal stories belong to the respectful parties. ♧ I will be using female pronouns. I will update whenever I can. ♧ Warnings: The usual you'd find in BSD I guess. SORRY FOR ANY OOC-NESS ♧ A HUGE thank you to my friend Mar for making this cover for me, she deserves the recognition. (@marster_)

After stumbling into Yokohama and causing trouble for the infamous Port Mafia, you soon come face to face with one of its executives, Nakahara Chuuya, a temperamental man. What will happen when the short executive gets his hands on you. Will something unfamiliar within you start to blossom, or will your past continue to forever haunt you? • - Possible trigger warnings: the usual you'd find in BSD. - Female pronouns will be used. • Disclaimer: I don't own the BSD characters. The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot and story are all originally mine, however. All Rights Reserved

• COMPLETED • may start off slow at first, but bear with it it'll pick up • "sheomri is a demon goddess, and i took her soul. so what does that make me, nakahara chuuya?" "makes you a monster." "well, i'd say you're no different." • experimentation and captivity does a number on ones psyche. it may take years to recover, and some never do. after the port mafia saved you from the misery and torture of the organization you were forced into, you felt it only fitting to repay them with your skill. it was hard to take orders from so many people. you were unsure of how to do it, when all you had for so long was the controlling voice of one man who made sure you never disobeyed. you knew the price of that mistake. but that's not to say you don't have a mind of your own. you did, and could stick up for yourself quite well nowadays. and you were very prideful of your progress.

*inspired by the mitski album of the same name and will be angsty af* actions always have their consequences. BSD and any of the characters from it or plot points used do not belong to me neither does the cover art. slight!!!!! dazai x reader started: october 23rd 2023 ended: october 26th 2023

In which a young author comes home after a long time away and gets a job at a bar. It is there she meets her muse. She has been lying to herself for years. In which a young mafia executive enters said bar, seeing the first new face behind the counter in a long time. It is there he meets his idol. He has been lying to himself for years. If either bothered to look, they would see their own gaze reflected in the other's eyes. Will they be able to break down their own defenses? Will they want to? BSD does not in any way belong to me. Began: March 24 2024 Ended: January 30th, 2025

As a new recruit thrust into the shadowy world of the Port Mafia, you found yourself catching more than just the attention of your colleagues. Rumors swirled about your unusual abilities, whispers that reached even the ears of Chuuya Nakahara, a seasoned operative known for his fierce loyalty and unparalleled combat skills. The boss, intrigued by your potential, assigned Chuuya Nakahara to watch over you on your first mission. From the moment you demonstrated your extraordinary talents, it became clear that you and Chuuya shared a rare connection-a bond forged by the raw power you both wielded. But as Chuuya delved deeper into your capabilities, his interest transcended mere professional duty. Drawn to your strength and resilience, he found himself captivated by the mystery that surrounded you. Each mission brought you closer together, testing the boundaries of trust and loyalty in a world where betrayal lurked around every corner. As danger intensified and secrets threatened to unravel, Chuuya's protective instincts grew stronger, blurring the lines between mentorship and something deeper. Caught between the allure of power and the complexities of newfound emotions, you navigated a treacherous path where alliances were fragile and survival was never guaranteed. In the heart of the Port Mafia's clandestine operations, amidst the clash of ambitions and the shadows of past regrets, you and Chuuya embarked on a journey that would challenge everything you knew-and ultimately redefine what it meant to belong in a world where darkness reigned supreme.