Just a random compilation of rants I've been writing lately that all start with "Have you ever". Written in third person because I can :) x

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life. New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over. Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again. Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost. Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost. Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?” Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made. {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} **This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry** UNDERGOING EDITING COPYRIGHT © 2012-2013 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

Jamie Andrews is a 17 year old girl who's life just went downhill and nobody can help her. Not her foster family. Not her best friends. Nobody. But when a certain British/Irish boyband come to Australia, will that make her or break her?

Kristy, Kat, Julia, Megan, and Riley are all close friends. But when they meet up with One Direction, their lives flip upside-down. Between drama, romance, and betrayal, these friends learn that keeping a friendship together AND falling in love is harder then it looks. Will they be able to stay friends, AND win over the boys hearts?

Ever since Francesca was born, her family loved her. Even though they were not a wealthy as they would of liked, they were a happy family. But they weren't no ordinary family, they were a family of werewolves. They were a rogue family and that was very uncommon but it seemed that no packs, that have come across them, didn't mind. One day when Francesca arrived home from school, her parents along with her little sister were gone. The house was wrecked and all that was left was a note on the broken table. It read, "By now you would have realized that your family is gone. I've taken them somewhere where you'll never find them. The only way to get them, is to kill me, which I can guarantee will never happen. Come meet me at precisely 11:11 tonight, by the front of your house, and we can have a little chit-chat. Be ready.". That note changed her life forever.

I was barely concious as lights started to spin around. The silhouette of Liam was slowly fading. I was afraid of losing him. That was not something that could happen. I couldn't let them take him away from me again. I wouldn't survive this. But could I really survive what was happening to me? (Sequel to I'm Broken) PLEASE, I WANT TO GIVE THE READER OF THIS SERIE AN END, BUT I CAN'T DO IT MYSELF, I HAVE THE IDEAS AND THE STORYLINE, I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO PUT IT INTO WORDS!*************************************************

Annie texted me. 'BONNY! DANIELLE AND LIAM AREN'T TOGETHER ANYMORE! MY HEART'S BROKEN!' I frowned as I read the news. I liked seeing Liam with Danielle, but if they weren't happy together anymore, it's probably better this way... Little did I know that meant a lot in my future. I was still excitement as a 8 years old on Christmas for their concert. Liam and his bandmates were coming in town in the following month. Finally I'll be allowed to see my boys and of course my future husband, Zayn Malik... Or so did I thought.

Hazel Francessca is the nerd. The one that everyone avoids at all costs. The one that walks alone down Lonely Avenue. But she doesn't mind. She actually likes it. Hazel always goes unnoticed, untill someone notices her. A black haired boy named Calum Hood. Will Hazel be able to handle her new found friendship? Or will she fall to pieces, return to her old ways and continue down Lonely Avenue?

What would you do if your best friend committed suicide? What would you do if there was no way that you could help them? All there is left, is 199 letters. The only thing they left behind for you. © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved