It is only a matter of time before the demon inside me will break. Book 1 #21 in bloody as of 10/29/18 est: December 2015

Destiny. It can bite you in the ass. But it could also lead you to something wonderful. Mine did both. Amber is 17 year old girl growing up with an abusive father. The only thing keeping her going is her loving boyfriend. When he disappears, Amber decides to give up. However, she never meets death but instead finds herself in an unknown land with the infamous Peter Pan who has been waiting for her. But her perspective on everything changes when she finds secrets from her past.

When Maxine, the Evil Queens daughter, turns 18 all she wants to do is get away from the enchanted forest, but what happens when Peter Pan's shadow comes to take her to Neverland Peter was told that this new Lost Boy would bring him great victory, but when he finds out that this Lost Boy is actually a Lost Girl he is confused and angry. When these two worlds collide their lives will change forever, but they aren't completely sure that it's either a good thing or a bad one. What happens when they both think that they could be in love. Could Peter Pan actually have a heart? Could Max ever feel cared about?

he may look like a boy but he's a bloody demon, and this bloody demon wants to play. - ❝what does he want?❞ ❝you.❞

"I don't want to exist, I want to live. I want even the darkest pieces inside her. I want to kiss the sorrow off her skin. Isn't that what love is? Isn't that what this beautifully constructed torture feels like? But I want the same from her. The power-hungry part of me wants something in return. I want her to love even the most monstrous parts of me. I want her to love me for the madman I am."

Everyone knows the story of Peter Pan. Some people even know the real one. The one where he abandoned his son in turn for eternal youth. Where he later had to search high and low for the "heart of the truest believer", but what they don't know, is what happened in the time in between those stories. A time even before the Darlings. A time when a girl came to Neverland. A girl that would turn his whole world upside down and inside out

My fear is so deep that a thousand years couldn't save me now.

"Because you've forgotten what it's like to actually feel something." I whispered. Peter's expression softened and the only sounds between us were the steady unsynchronized breaths falling from our lips. He swallowed, the closeness of our bodies making my heart beat faster and adrenaline course through me. The feeling was neither pleasant nor unpleasant as I looked into his forest green eyes. "How can you make me feel so belittled with only words?" his troubled voice fell into a whisper and he gripped my shoulders. "Is it your goal to stand before me and pull me apart until I am nothing?"