This is Darren Lynch, the oldest Lynch brother's story from his childhood to adulthood **** Originally posted on AO3 and before R10! I've never written on wattpad so the tagging is so bad sorry yall Trigger warning for SA, SH, physical and emotional abuse, homophobia, suicide (Only abbreviating bc I don't know how the censoring works here)

𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂 (𝐀𝐔) WHAT IF EVERYTHING WAS DIFFERENT? WHAT IF MARIE HAD COURAGE? WHAT IF SADHBH HAD LOYALTY? WHAT IF?

"𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰." Darren Lynch x Alex Connery BOYS OF TOMMEN FIC After years of ongoing domestic abuse, Darren Lynch bolts. He leaves everything behind, Ballylaggin, his parents, and unfortunately, his siblings. After applying to a top university and receiving a full-ride scholarship behind his parent's back, he hops on the quickest train to Belfast to attend Queen's university. At Queen's, he meets a group of friends that sees him more than the scars on his back and face, but still, he can't seem to overcome his history of fighting and sexual assault, that is, until the irritating blonde boy he meets one day breaks down his protective walls. Alex Connery's childhood was his favourite part of his entire life. The way he grew up is nothing like university, where he has to be an adult. After his twin sister experiences a series of struggle of self harm, he doesn't hesitate to help the boy with the sad blue eyes that he meets on his first day of school. Although, he's quite stubborn and won't let him completely in. They don't get along, not until something he finds out about him that changes his perspective on everyone. CONTAINS THEMES OF: self harm, suicide, rape/sexual assault, drinking, drugs. xxx