"Dear Eddie, if you're reading this letter, it's too late and I'm so sorry." in which... Evan Buckley has been feeling depressed and alone ever since he decided to go with the lawsuit. Everything leading to taking his life but something of his own creation comes and saves the day. Changing his life for the better, maybe even giving Buck the family he's always wanted. Season 3 Short Story Evan Buckley x Eddie Diaz Brief mentions of Depression and Suicide

"He just wasn't really my type." "Whoa-whoa-whoa, wait, what?" Eddie halted the conversation. "He wasn't your type? There's guys who are?" - takes place in S4 -

Buck nodded to Eddie to accept the coffee, and then realization hit. His smile dropped and he stared ahead. This is really happening. Eddie is leaving. He looked at all the houses on display in his hands. He was going to be left all alone. The sting he felt in his chest, felt even deeper than when Tommy dumped him. - takes place after S8A -

Buddie Fic based on "Guilty As Sin?" by Taylor Swift. Evan Buckley is spending a lot of time worrying about why his best friend has been avoiding him since he came out to him. Eddie Diaz has spent a lot of time dreaming about Evan Buckley since he came out, and he has to do his best to not let him know. How many people will find out about Eddies feelings before Buck does? How will Buck react when he finds out? Eddie wonders if it will ever become something, or if it's bound to stay only in his mind.

Evan "Buck" Buckley is used to saving lives, but he never thought he'd need someone to save him from the man he loves. Summary: For months, Buck believed he had finally found stability with Tommy. But slowly, the affection turned into control, and the praise into isolation. What started as subtle remarks about his "overbearing" found family at the 118 has evolved into a wall of silence between Buck and the people who know him best. To the world, Buck is just becoming more "private." To his family, he is slipping through their fingers. Trapped in a cycle of manipulation and fear, Buck has learned to hide the bruises and justify the outbursts. However, when a heated argument escalates to a breaking point, the facade finally shatters. Faced with the devastating reality of his situation, Buck must find the strength to reach out for the help he's been trained to give others-before the fire at home consumes him entirely. TW: ➡️ Domestic Violence / Intimate Partner Violence: Physical, emotional and sexual abuse. ➡️ Coercive Control: Manipulation, gaslighting, and isolation from friends and family. ➡️ Physical Injury: Descriptions of bruises, wounds, and physical altercations. ➡️ Psychological Trauma: Depiction of anxiety, fear, and low self-esteem resulting from abuse. ➡️ Isolation: Themes of being forced away from loved ones A/N : This story deals with heavy themes of domestic abuse. I am writing this to explore Buck's resilience and the importance of the 118 family bond. This is purely fictional. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out to a local helpline. A/N : If you like Tommy's character and/or Buck and Tommy's relationship in the TV show, do not read this story as it depicts a bad/false version of Tommy I have invented

Buck and Eddie have always had such a special bond that everyone wishes they had in a person. Someone that is just their person inside and out. Everything changes in a blink of an eye, and Buck suddenly feels he has to fight every part of himself to get better, mentally and physically. And Eddie has been there helping Buck pick up the pieces after his accident. During the fight for his life, Buck also realized his true feelings for someone. But during his healing, he also gets a shocking surprise. One that just might give Buck the push he needed in his life to keep pushing forward. After helping Buck pick up the broken pieces of his suffering, what will happen between the two? Will their sparks ignite into something more? Or will those same broken pieces only break them apart. How will the Diaz boys react to Buck's upcoming surprise? How will Buck react? This is my first time ever writing a fanfic, and it is a Buddie (Buck x Eddie from 9-1-1) because it feels NEEDED! lol Tigger warning though, there is talk about abuse and mental health issues, there will be a warning on top of the chapter. Also, this Spoiler alert!! This is going to be a long story with long chapters, so there is your warning lol I like longer chapters. I do not own 911, or any of the characters, or pictures!