A sad Kiribaku fanfic. WARNING: The story includes a headcannon that Kiri is/was suicidal!! I'm going to be adding one of his diary entries in between some chapters along with a song that I think fits the vibe of the chapter! Note: I'd like to tell you guys that I'm pouring my heart and soul into this fic. All of the self harm mentioned (mentally and physically) are things I've gone through myself and are still recovering from. So yeah, enjoy the story kings queens and nonbinary beans! <3