After Uncle Ben died, Peter Parker's world crashed. Aunt May blamed him for his death and years later continued to do so. Not only does Peter have to look after school, work, and being Spider-man, but now he started working at the Stark Tower as an intern. Can Peter balance all the hate, bullying, and abuse that comes into his life, or will he give up trying? Maybe, just maybe, someone can enter his life and finally bring the positivity he needs deserves. Read to find out! Most of the characters belong to Marvel. Do NOT read if you get triggered by reading about abuse and depression.

Peter is your average teenage boy... except he's not. Peter Parker knows all about secret identities. Not only is he Spider-Man, he's also a trans guy. From bullies to bad guys, Peter Parker must get past obstacles like Flash, dysphoria, and high school. Not to mention working with the avengers and preparing to attempt taking down Thanos in an Infinity War. Join Peter on his journey to being his complete and true self, from his LGBT identities: bi and trans ftm, to the superhero identity of Spider-Man. His bonds with the avengers will grow, and he'll even later on meet new friends, like Shuri. But Peter will never truly leave May, Ned, or MJ behind, either. Started 8-8-18 COMPLETED: 9-27-18 Cover credit: me ENTERED INTO WATTYS AWARD 2019 *I love trying to keep stuff as canon and believable as possible, but there's a few changes: (trans Peter), Steve x Bucky, deaf Clint, Lucky aka Pizza Dog, etc.* *Smut-free, but some instances of sexual/romantic content *LGBT *Good spelling/grammar* *Tom Holland as Spider-Man Version *Possible Marvel spoilers? (Any Marvel movie Infinity War and before) TRIGGER WARNING: Includes bad ftm dysphoria, flashbacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, anxiety/panic attacks, alcoholism, cussing, and depression. Book 1: Spider-MAN (Trans Peter Parker Story) Book 2: Man in a Can (PTSD Recovery) Rankings: 1. #1 in ftm - Sept. 22-Oct. 21, 2018 2. #9 in transgender - Oct. 15, 2018 3. #1 in trans - June 24, 2019 4. #1 in transpeterparker - Sept. 30 - Oct. 31, 2018 5. #15 in irondad - Oct. 31, 2018 6. #1 in steverogersbuckybarnes - Dec. 21, 2018 7. #1 in Stucky - Dec. 7, 2018 8. #7 in guardiansofthegalaxy - Sept. 29, 2018 9. #15 in fan fiction - December 31, 2018 10. #2 in marvel - January 2, 2019 11. #96 in LGBT - Feb. 23, 2019 You're still reading this? Why? Might as well just read the book at this point. ;P

"??? You broke your phone hitting a building?! Peter The building was in my way! It hit me!" Peter texts Ned.... except it's not Ned. Instead it's Tony, and chaos soon ensues. Looking for weird names, random texts, everyone acting like small children (and also going out of their way to annoy Tony(in a loving way)), Minecraft, and absolute chaos? Then this is for you! @ShyCourage is writing this with me.

Peter isn't the same after the events of homecoming. He covers this up very well however, he does it so well that not even Tony Stark himself can see how broken the kid is. That is until another disaster strikes, and Peter shows his true colors. The colors he tried so hard to cover up and hide. !!TRIGGER WARNING!! -Panic attacks -Self harm -Suicide attempts -Suicidal thoughts Info on updates: Once every few months, I'm not as inspired sorry.

"I didn't even know you were my uncle, and now that I'm stuck living with you, the first thing you want me to do is spy on my best friend?!" I yelled, annoyed. "I mean, yeah. Is that a problem?" Tony asked. "Yeah! You didn't know about my mom! You don't know what I'm going through! The only person that's there for me is Peter, and now you want me to do stuff behind his back!" He sighed. "I know, you're right. But, I really need you to do this." I looked at him. "Hell no. I'm not going to do it just because you need me to." "Just... go to his house. Now. You'll see why." "Fine. But just so you know, I'm not going there for you. I'm going there to see my friend. And I may not be back until tomorrow." I turned to walk out, but I turned back real quick. "Oh, and I'm taking one of your suits. Stipulations, you know?" Alison "Allie" Stark never really had a lot of friends. But, there was one person who has been her bestie since kindergarten: Peter Parker. No matter what, they've been there for each other, especially when Allie's mom has cancer. But, there's one thing that Peter never told her: he is Spider-Man. So, when Allie's mom died and she figures out that she's the niece of Tony Stark, at first she's reluctant to accept his request to spy on Peter. But, after his secret is revealed, the adventures begin. And she couldn't be happier. I mean, who wouldn't be ecstatic to get to spend all the time in the world with their crush since fifth grade? THIS BOOK DOES CONTAIN LANGUAGE!! I WARNED YOU!! Another note: Not every single word is mine and mine alone. I do copy some dialogue directly from the movie Spider-Man: Homecoming. I do this to keep the main storyline as close to the original as possible, just with some added characters and side stories. The MCU is one of my favorite things in the world, so I want to give them credit where credit is due.

Peter Parker is not a normal 15 year old boy. His parents died when he was young and doesn't remember them well, his aunt and uncle took him in but they were killed, he got his powers, lived on the streets for three years, went to elementary school and got bullied, was taken by hydra, got saved by S.H.I.E.L.D. then retaken by hydra, got turned into a assassin, worked with the Winter Soldier, escaped from hydra, remember his past, started high school, became Spiderman. Now Peter is trying to be normal. He does his homework, hangs out with Ned and MJ, trying to ignore Flash but life hates Peter and now he has to deal with getting a Stark internship, the Avengers trying to find out his identity, hiding his past from his friends, The Winter Soldier but what could go wrong Read to find out I'm using Tom Hollands spiderman and I have no rights over Marvel

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

Peter Parker's been through some tough shit in his fifteen year lifespan. From losing two sets of parents to getting kidnapped by HYDRA and landing himself in an orphanage, you could say he's been to hell and back. Becoming mute didn't help him much either. What happens when he gets adopted by two of the most famous people in the world, while still trying to keep his secret identify of Spider-Man safe? // All characters belong to Marvel Comics. I own nothing except the plot \\

TW ⚠️suicide ⚠️ ⚠️SH⚠️ ⚠️dysphoria ⚠️ ⚠️slurs⚠️ ⚠️transphobia⚠️ ⚠️homophobia⚠️ ⚠️swear words⚠️ ⚠️alcohol ⚠️ It's Peter, Peter Benjamin Stark! Peter has two loving dad's Tony and Steve. He lives with the Avengers but he has a secret. He is transgender and was born as Paige. In this story it shows his transition. Will the Avengers accept him or throw him out read on to find out. That was the shittest blurb ever but yeah.

Peter gets a text from an unknown number, which was rather odd to say the least. After the two needing each other through tough times, they become closer. However, both people on either side are hiding secrets, and it's only a matter of time before it all come spilling out. (Artwork is not mine!) (SpiderFrost!) #1 Trans - 27/08/2020 #1 SpiderFrost - 27/08/2020, 09/06/2022 #1 fluid - 16/08/2023 [Started: 22/05/2020] [Finished: 09/06/2022]