"𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚, 𝙞'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙." ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။|||| | [eren x fem reader] in a world where everything is viewed by you as pointless and gray, where everyone walks through you like a shadow of invisibility, you don't see the point of what life can be. your past and present haunts you with every moment you breathe, wake, and sleep. you crave solitude and connection all at once, but you know you'll never receive either. hopeless, wanting, longing, illicitly. so what happens when the boy who returns to paradis to attend your university, notices you in a way that you hadn't thought about being seen before, and wants to show you that there's more to everything than just the bleak and shuddering familiarity you've always known. all the while carrying a soul buried beneath its own unspoken wreckage. two people, roaming the living world with halves of a restless heart, aching to become whole again. will either of you make it out of the blur of the silent and pounding torment, and reach for the light of new beginnings- or will everything remain the same, no matter how much you dream? note: warning for when reading. DARK. CONTENT. there are lots of triggering topics (chapters always include warnings). a slow-burn? i post whenever i can + LONG CHAPTERS.

❝𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦... 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦-𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵.❞ ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ You were always supportive of what people wanted, cheering them on like their own personal cheerleader. Your childhood boyfriend Eren Jaeger was passionate for music, swearing it'd be him on the mainstage, and it was. Getting the big offer to pursue his dreams, he took it without looking back, leaving you behind. His dream was his, and you needed to find your own. Years go by, and the chances of rekindling are higher and higher. eren jaeger x fem reader shingeki no kyojin , hajime isayama loosely based on manga/anime adaptation 𝙉𝘼𝙉𝘼 , ai yazawa ఌ︎. cover art credit - @blustock_ via twitter or X ⚠ this is a modern au, all characters are aged up. some chapters may include sensitive and triggering topics. all warnings will be on the chapters that contain such topics. 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙧 ❀࿐ #1 in Eren | 02.07.26 #1 in ErenxReader | 7.25.25 #1 in ErenJaeger | 12.1.25 #1 in Eren Yeager | 12.1.25 #1 in ArminArlert | 11.5.25 #1 in Aotfanfic | 11.10.25 #1 in AttackonTitan | 1.15.26 #1 in Aotxreader | 3.12.26 #1 in JeanKirschtein | 3.25.26 #1 in Modernau | 3.23.26 #1 in MikasaAckerman | 3.23.26 #1 in Shingekinokyojin | 6.1.26 #1 in Aotoneshots | 8.27.26 #2 in SNKxReader | 2.11.26 #3 in SNKFanfiction | 12.23.25 #4 in LoveTriangle | 12.2.25

❝I dont want to be your friend or communicate. Stay out of my way and I will stay out of yours,❞ Enemies to lovers Semi- slow burn. [You and Eren and are best friends with the same people (Mikasa and Armin) however he for some reason doesn't like you.] Please read the author's note. Fanart/cover is by ninetyboxes on twitter. I do not own these characters, all of them are from Attack on titan owned by Hajime Isayama.

𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣 𝙟𝙖𝙚𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙖𝙪 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙨 *art by blustock_

Starting over, you've discovered, is mostly a matter of place; put enough miles between yourself and everything that came before, find a roommate you like, make friends with people who know nothing about you, and eventually the person you used to be begins to feel like some distant cousin. Shiganshina is good for that. Eren Jaeger is not. He's your roommate's friend, then yours, then something considerably more inconvenient. He's infuriating in ways that become intimate, intimate in ways that become problematic, and somewhere along the line, disliking him becomes difficult to separate from want. The trouble with becoming close to someone is that you never notice it happening. There's no moment when the water reaches your throat. No warning that you've wandered too far from shore. By then, you're already submerged.

Going to a university far from home where no one knows you and instantly making friends with the elite seemed like a good idea at the time. After finding yourself in drama and bad situations and of course, catching the eye of the infamous playboy eren jaeger, things begin to take a turn for the worst. ❧ set in college, all characters 18+, no titan powers, set in normal world. smut. content for 18+. talk about drugs and sex. talk of SA/ SA action. drug use warning. talk of stress eating disorder. talk of suicide and suicidal action. talk about death and killing. DV/violence scenes. reader discretion is advised. enjoy. cover art credit to: lunarells !! please do not ask to translate/repost my work!!

Four hours from home, Y/N arrives at Paradis University looking for a fresh start. New dorm, new classes, new life. But Paradis isn't as simple as it seems. There's Jean-the easygoing upperclassman who's far too charming for his own good. And then there's Eren-the sharp-eyed stranger who seems to know exactly how to get under her skin. Between late-night parties, whispered tensions, and rivalries she doesn't understand, Y/N quickly realizes that starting over won't be easy. At Paradis, everyone has history... and now, she's becoming part of it. ‼️ WARNING ‼️ This fanfic contains talks of drug use, alcohol use, suicide, and (most importantly) sex.