you've always been the most religious, christian person you knew. and that is something that will never change. that is, until you've gone to college in trost, and met sasha braus and connie springer, who then introduced you to jean kirstein. now, things could change for the better, and for worse. 🪽🪽🪽 this fic is lowkey a sensitive topic for some people, so if you don't like the things i'm about to list below, please drop this fic!! -talks of being christian/converting to atheism -dissing of religion -what might feel like an oc/self insert some events lmao -some smut -language -underage smoking and drinking -talks of verbal, physical, and emotional abuse -talks of death and depression if any of that concerns you or you don't agree with what i'm writing about, cool! you can go ahead and find another jean fic 🤍 but if you are totally okay with everything and just want to read something emotional but that's also about jean kirstein, welcome and thank you for reading saint. ⚠️psa: please remember this is my first published fic. it will not be perfect. meaning if i write something with very little detail or i use the wrong grammar, please don't flame me. i'll try my best to be descriptive when i need to be :)⚠️ with everything being said, i hope you enjoy💗

In the quiet of 1995, you were the girl on a rusty fire escape who taught him how to survive the dark. the one he named his 'Soleil'. ༄.° Eleven years later, you step onto a chaotic Manhattan soundstage, and Jean Kirstein looks right through you like a stranger. Behind the eye of his camera lens, he hides behind a shield, terrified to admit his eyes might still map the light of the girl from the rooftops. But in a tight knit creative circle haunted by the lingering shadow of his first love, the lines between the script and reality quickly begin to blur. 𓍢ִ໋⋆🎞️ ༘⋆ set in the early 2000's (2010 ish) (AU), all characters are 18 and/or older, titan powers are not mentioned. ➳ please let me know if you find the artist who drew the jean picture in the cover!! ➳ mostly set in new york, but paris is also frequently mentioned. ➳ reader discretion is advised. ➳ contains content for 18+, which includes smut, sex, drug usage. ➳ may contain mentions of death, drug abuse, and domestic violence.

♪𝄞♫ᝰ.ᐟ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭, 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭... ᯓ‎𝄞 ˎˊ˗ Y/N, a girl afraid to fall into her old patterns of addiction. Connie Springer, a boy who is knee-deep into his substance addiction with no way out it seemed. You don't know anything about real love while he falls too easily. Offering to show you what real love feels like, you two play a little game of pretend in which Connie acts as your boyfriend showing you the beauty of a relationship. Everything goes well. Too well. Falling into this game too deeply, your heart longing for more than just an act, you're unaware of the bittersweet fate that awaits you in the shadows. Addiction isn't like a fairytale. It's nothing a kiss can heal. That's something you learn in the hardest, most heartaching way.. "𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐰", a story full of love, friendship & recovery. ᯓ‎𝄞 ˎˊ˗ ⚠️𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮, 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖𝙨: 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙨𝙪𝙗𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚, 𝙙𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙨, 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙢, 𝙨𝙝, 𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 & 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚 & 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚⚠️ take care of yourself please! all of the mentioned characters (excluding yn or any ocs I decide to add potentially) rightfully belong to hajime isayama!! cover art credit: sumiensp

Jean Kirstein friends to lovers slow burn. In your senior year of high school, your best friend went missing without a trace and you were the last person to see her before she disappeared, making you the prime suspect. Two years later, you return to your hometown to start your sophomore year of college and run into a face you never thought you would see again, Eren Jaeger. Assimilating into his group of friends, you realize just how connected the world truly is. With the two-year anniversary of your friend's disappearance nearing close, you begin to question loyalties within Eren's friends. Near the anniversary of your friend's disappearance, another person goes missing and you, once again, were the last person to be seen with them. Were you just in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or are you not as innocent as you propose... A certain mullet-headed friend of yours is fully convinced of your innocence, enough to help you bring justice to your friends who have disappeared. DISCLAIMER: Y/N is an unreliable narrator and often lies to herself. The truth of a lot of things rests within other POVs that are not Y/N's. This does not mean Y/N is lying all the time, it just means that this fic will require a lot of thinking, which may not be everyone's cup of tea. This story will not be a romance-oriented fic, it is a mystery plot with a romance sub-plot. Not affiliated with Attack on Titan by Hajime Isayama.

You're really here, and it almost feels like a dream. When seemingly ordinary you does something extraordinary and is offered admission to a world-renowned film school, your once elusive dream of becoming a great filmmaker becomes all too close to grasp. Passionate, driven, and quite a bit too awkward, you arrive at Stohess University for only one thing: to make it big time. But what happens when life's aspirations interfere with the heart's desires? · · ─ ·✶· ─ · · aot college au. 18+. intended for mature audiences. includes dark content, so please check all trigger warnings. this is a jean kirstein x reader fanfic. however, it is an extreme slowburn that will heavily explore connie x reader and eren x reader. if you don't like that, don't read it.

𝐘 / 𝐍 𝐋 / 𝐍 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 flowers kept appearing. every Sunday. on your porch. never wrinkled or wet or torn - not even a petal out of place. every Sunday, you walk out your door and see them. using them for obvious things such as spells or new potions. however your mind always wandered. who wanted you this badly? 𝐰𝐡𝐲 did they want you this badly? ── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ── 𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐭 local priest. the light of the whole town. Erwin Smith held his head up high. never faltering as if he wouldn't let it. well, his head loses its balance once having his eyes on you. but - that would be absurd! in what world would lay a witch and a priest?! it was blasphemy - absolutely 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐲! why did it feel so ... good, though?

⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ 𝐈𝐧 𝐚 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭, 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧, 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞... 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩. 𝐀𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐮𝐭𝐲. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐡, 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

Going to a university far from home where no one knows you and instantly making friends with the elite seemed like a good idea at the time. After finding yourself in drama and bad situations and of course, catching the eye of the infamous playboy eren jaeger, things begin to take a turn for the worst. ❧ set in college, all characters 18+, no titan powers, set in normal world. smut. content for 18+. talk about drugs and sex. talk of SA/ SA action. drug use warning. talk of stress eating disorder. talk of suicide and suicidal action. talk about death and killing. DV/violence scenes. reader discretion is advised. enjoy. cover art credit to: lunarells !! please do not ask to translate/repost my work!!

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞 ─┈ In desperate search of solace, wearing two losses on your hands like thick textured gloves, you arrive at Trost State University in an attempt to live out a dream you once shared with someone dear. There, eating off the bone of sheer chance, your present is greeted by your past, and you find your life intertwining with a group of close-knit friends. Lingering in their shadows, close behind, is an art student named Jean Kirstein, with a cold exterior, heavy-bagged eyes, and unpredictable behavior. It's not long before your heads clash, but what happens when your hearts begin to do the same? 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 aot college au. 18+. dark content. check all trigger warnings. intended only for mature audiences. read at your own risk. an absolute slow burn so if you're gonna complain, don't read!! i am not accepting translations!! cover art credit - bearbrickjia ☆﹕ good rankings﹒✷︵ #1 jeankirstein #1 shingeki #1 jeanxreader #1 attackontitanfanfiction #1 jean #1 college au #1 party ෆ

𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃, a rich girl meets a nonchalant stranger at a party taking drugs with him. They end up hanging out with each other more and more disregarding their social differences eventually falling in love with each other. 🥇 Eren 🥇 Erenxreader 🥇 jeankirschtein 🥇snkxreader 🥇 aot 🥇erenjaeger 🥇erenyaeger 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘺 2021 - 𝘖𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳 2021