William Thanawat never believed in love. Forced to fulfill a family agreement, he ends up marrying Est Suparat, someone who has silently loved him for years. For William, it's just a contract. For Est, it's a dream. But as they live together, feelings begin to emerge... until the past threatens to destroy everything. ⚠️ Disclaimer This is a work of fiction created by fans, with no intention of representing or asserting any real facts about the people involved. The characters portrayed here are used only as inspiration for the fictional narrative. The story, events, personalities, and relationships presented are products of the author's imagination and do not reflect reality. All rights to public figures belong to their respective owners.

It's a boys love story. It will contain mature content and explicit scenes🔞🔞, male pregnancy. So, Be careful before diving in.. "I write about emotions because I don't know how to feel them." William lives in a world of words, where feelings are safe, distant, and controllable. "I may not write emotions, but I live for them." Est knows what it means to feel deeply, how to make others laugh and cry yet he has never dared to confront the truth for his own. Two men, two worlds, two different understandings of love. When their paths collide, every glance, every word, every heartbeat becomes a battlefield between fear, desire, and the vulnerability they've long avoided. Will love survive the collision of hearts that don't know how to meet or will their own walls keep them apart?

Est thought he was stepping into the palace for a simple bodyguard position - another elite soldier ready to stand watch over a prince. But the instant Prince William's gaze found him, everything changed. Behind closed doors and flickering firelight, William made him an offer unlike any other: not just a role as his most trusted protector, but a place at his side as his secret consort, bound by a loyalty deeper than duty and a passion they'd never speak aloud in public. " I want your loyalty, your devotion... and your body. Be mine - completely - and I'll give you everything." "You'll have my trust," William had said, voice low and deliberate as he drew Est close. "My secrets. All of me, if you want it. But in return - you'll be mine. In every way, until death do us apart." Drawn into a world of whispered promises and dangerous intimacy, Est must navigate the hunger that burns between them as fiercely as the intrigue surrounding the throne. Within this dangerous, intoxicating intimacy, Est discovers that protecting this prince means more than bearing arms. It means answering every secret look and hushed invitation, melting into a bond deeper and darker than either of them dared imagine. And as their desire burns hotter with every touch, Est learns that belonging to William is no mere duty - it's a hunger neither of them can hide. Content Warnings: This story is a fanfiction which contains explicit sexual content (m/m), mature themes, emotional intensity, power imbalances (due to status differences), possessive behavior, consensual intimacy, jealousy and slow-burn romance. It also features court tensions, exploration of trust and loyalty, and elements of angst and comfort. Reader discretion is strongly advised.