nepulae
𓂃 ཐི༏.࣪𝄢་ ༘࿐
The actions Ayla Quinn makes are supposed to mean something to her, to create a path leading to her future.
But what's a future if all she can think about is the past? She wants to bury it, lock it away so deep no one can know.
Ayla can't stop the clock, she can't stop the thinking, she can't keep living for the future. She pretends she's living for the present, finding ways to make her feel like herself again. Finding a risk gives her shots of adrenaline she's been chasing to feel, but risk can sometimes have a devastating result. She remembers every feeling and every touch, now from someone she can't get control, to the point she's forgotten who she was chasing in the first place.
Herself.
There won't be a single person in the world that can grasp the imagination she holds, her future is big but her mind is even bigger. To find herself, she must lose everyone else.
" My mind is prison.
Memories are punishment. " A.A.Q
BOYS OF TOMMEN FANFIC
The Original Generation.