READ CW - CHARACTERS ARE 18-19 - sex work - themes of s/a - homophobia - transphobia - self harm - abuse - eventual smut - substance use ~~~ "I wish you were a girl, Kyle." ~~~ Stan fucked up. Bad. He did something unforgivable to Kyle the winter of their freshman year. He ruined his life. They're in their senior year now, paired together to work on a class project. Stan's apprehensive, and Kyle's even worse off. He just wants to be his friend again -- but Kyle wants nothing to do with him. ~~~ this was posted to ao3 first and pasted here so if some parts are a little jank that's why lmaoo ~~~ FIC PLAYLIST!! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0reNSZ8QCPWTUBsqXqCc26?si=yCT19SwKSK2-tXV3gQaVJQ

It's been two years since Stan and Kyle stopped being friends. Stan turned to alcohol to numb himself, while Kyle buried himself in school. They both convinced themselves they didn't need each other, but Stan can't ignore Kyle anymore when he realizes he has feelings for him. (100% credit to artist of the cover)

Kyle and Stan are no longer friends due to stans point of view on life that was, everything being "shit" Due to this Stan turned to alcohol to numb all his pain And Kyle has noticed this new addiction. Will kyle speak up or will it be to late for Stan? Style (stan x kyle ) Creek (Craig x tweek) Bunny (kenny x butters) Southpark All artwork is from Pinterest :) First 11 chapters are Inspired by failure (Stan x Kyle) By @MYSTERIONPARKS Not word for word!! From 11, the plot is my original ideas from my head :)