Follows the improbable romance between Phuwin, a popular and charismatic singer/actor, and Pond, an award-winning composer with severe social anxiety stemming from childhood trauma.

A high-stakes romantic thriller centered on the power dynamics within the Vachirawit criminal/corporate empire. The story follows the transformation of a terminally ill bodyguard into a genetically enhanced enforcer, and the heir who sacrifices his legacy to save him. The story about the relationship between Diesel Vachirawit and his bodyguard, Day, transitioning from a professional bond of duty to a high-stakes struggle for autonomy, health, and love.

I came to your wedding because not coming would mean I loved you less. And I could never love you less. Ten years ago, in a crowded psychology lecture, Pond Naravit explained the concept of Limerence to Phuwin Tangsakyuen-a state of involuntary, obsessive infatuation. He didn't realize then that he was defining his own future. Now, Pond sits seven rows back, a silent witness as the person he has loved for a decade prepares to say "I do" to someone else. It is a story of quiet sacrifices, ten years of "almosts," and the devastating cost of staying silent. How long can you love someone from a distance before the silence finally destroys you?

"You're late. And you smell like someone else's perfume. It's midnight, Phuwin. The sun is down. Take it off." On campus, Pond is the Engineering "Golden Boy." Phuwin is his junior, the Architecture "Ice Prince." No one guesses they are bound by a secret FWB agreement that exists only from 12:00 AM to 6:00 AM - no titles, no daylight recognition and no strings attached. For Pond, it's a way to keep his popular life uncomplicated. For Phuwin, it is a poetic torture he endures just to have Pond in the dark. When a charming senior begins to openly pursue Phuwin in the light, the rules Pond created start to feel like a cage. "Midnight is bleeding into noon, junior." The 6:00 AM curfew has finally met its expiration date.

It started with calculus.........problems that had answers. But no one tells you what to do when you start falling for the one teaching you.

⚠️DISCLAIMER This story contains mature themes, including abduction, forced servitude, violence, obsession, psychological manipulation and dark romance elements. Reader discretion is strongly advised. If I stop using the leather cord.....will you stop looking at me like I'm the only monster here? Pond - a ruthless mafia leader kidnaps his enemy's brother and turns him into his servant. Phuwin was meant to be nothing more than a hostage.... a message, a weapon in a war built on power and blood. But Phuwin has a plan of his own. To get close. To make Pond feel something he's never allowed himself to feel and then destroy him from the inside. It was supposed to be a game. It was supposed to be control. But the closer they get, the more dangerous it becomes.

Continuation of My Book 1 Forever starts with you. So this is Book 2 🥰 #1in Northnight (12/7/2026)

Pond and Phuwin the heir of the lertratkosum and tangsakyuen family-known for being the most powerful family in the mafia business, both families were locked in a years-long rivalry, viewing each other's actions through a competitive lens. One day, both Pond and Phuwin's world shattered when their parents disappeared without a trace, causing for them to take control of the business sooner. Fourth-a trustworthy secretary of the tangsakyuen company who was eventually assigned by phuwin's father to become as his personal assistant and bodyguard, he has a best friend-Gemini who works as a "delivery man" unbeknownst to fourth-Gemini actually works for the lertratkosum family as a secret assistant. Pond thought that Phuwin allegedly-is involve of his parents disappearance, he ordered Gemini to kill and seek more informations about the new heir of the tangsakyuen family, Phuwin. and because of that mission he endangered Fourth's life. While Phuwin focuses on the possible reason of the disappearance of his family pointing having no assumptions about the suspect. Eventually, they both had found out that both of their parent's disappearance was caused by a powerful mafia boss from another country. In order for them to beat their rival, they needed to unite. hesitant at first, but they were left with no choice. their relationship started of horrible-having inevitable fights, contradicting each other's decisions. unexpectedly after a while they would build a deeper connection that would eventually lead into falling in love, but due to the family's rivalry, and their disappearance they both tried shaking off their undeniable feelings towards each other-Not knowing where would their paths take them.

For seven years, Dunk Natachai, Fourth Nattawat, and Phuwin Tangsakyuen lived in the shadows-as mistresses to powerful businessmen. The love they gave was real, but the life they lived was one of quiet despair. Now in their early 40s, they've made peace with being "the other one." Until one fateful summer trip to Europe changes everything. Enter Joong Archen, Gemini Norawit, and Pond Naravit-three vibrant 27-year-olds backpacking across the continent. When the two trios cross paths in Florence, a spark ignites. Not of scandal, but of healing, hope, and second chances.

I hold your name and not your love. My heart answers only to you, though its rhythm lives far from your touch. In the eyes of the world I am yours - in your eyes I am unwanted, your husband in name only.