A simple check-up. That's all it was supposed to be. But when the results came back, no one was there to listen. Everyone was busy - rehearsals, shoots, interviews - too busy to remember the day Seungmin faced his biggest fear alone. Too busy to notice the way he smiled even when it hurt to breathe. And later, when the dorm lights flickered softly over an empty bed, they realized it wasn't his cough they should've worried about. It was all the times they looked away. Warning: Major Character Death Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort (no comfort) Published: 10. 10. 2025

[ COMPLETED ] in which hyunjin leaves each member a note before he had to go. .trigger warnings - suicide au

Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!

Completed (maybe editing) (the plot of this book isn't very creative so i'm not sure if you'd want to read this) Seungmin has fallen into depression after the death of Yang Jeongin. He developed the same habits that killed Jeongin. Alone at the cafe, Seungmin sees a familiar person. 'Are you really alive?' Seungmin thought. Sequel to Depressed | Jeongin * I will take out W**jin after I finish editing. * started: September 14th, 2019 Finished: August 26, 2020

Seungmin has a secret and his members hate him for no reason read to find out more

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?