BL

what has been, should have been.

Each crash, each pull, each rise and fall only brings me closer to where I wanna be... to you my storm.

(Numero Series #2) "Magiging CPA rin ako" is the personal mantra of Crist Second Estevar. To be a Certified Public Accountant is his priority. He's persistent for it. He knows he's smart and strong enough... but only in accounting. Because when it comes to Alejandro Castillaño, his best friend; he's not strong, he's weak. He's not smart either, he's stupid. Mayroon siyang sikreto at iyon ay ang nararamdaman niya para sa kanyang kaibigan. Palagi niyang iniisip na sana hindi lang sila nakakulong sa salitang 'best friend' at 'sex' lang. Na sana pwede kahit imposible. Inspired by the Thai BL Series, Theory of Love.

When Franco moved to Manila for college, he told himself that he'll experience everything there is to experience. And he did. His first year could be considered as... scandalous, to say the least. So when his sophomore year came, he promised himself that he'll do better para na rin sa future niya. He intended to join this prestigious organization that would surely help his career in the future. When Franco joined AIESEC, he knew his life would change... little did he know, magbabago talaga ang buhay niya nang makilala niya si Joaquin Lorenzo Santillan-the perfect student who's beloved by everyone. Franco was in awe. Every where Joaquin goes, his presence commanded respect. His presence was magnetic, his smile effortless, his charm undeniable. And he was nice-so nice that Franco unknowingly followed him around, like he was orbiting around Joaquin's magnetic presence, eager for him to be noticed. Akala ni Franco ay okay ang lahat. Naka-pasok na siya sa org. Mukhang magiging kaibigan niya na si Joaquin. But one night, few beers after, his world seemingly collapsed when Joaquin stared him in the eye and said, "In case there's any confusion, let me make it clear-I'm not gay." Franco's world tilted on its axis, crumbling in an instant. Now, his mission was simple: survival. Avoid Joaquin at all costs. Erase the memory of that moment, of those eyes, of the touch that seemed to linger impossibly on his skin. Little did he know, some marks aren't so easily erased.

Warning: Mature Love or lust? Lust vs intimacy Love vs casual His girlfriend or the person he just fucked? Who will he choose? It's easy to take off your clothes and have sex. But opening up your soul to someone and letting them into your spirit, thoughts, future, hopes and dreams...deepen the emotional connection. Two people having sex until they fall in love. When they fall in love, then it's making love.

Everything comes to us at the right time. Be patient and when the right moment comes, it'll totally worth the wait. At the right place. For the right reason. And with the right person we loved will be the greatest come at last.

HIS Trilogy: Book 2 Hindi 'ko alam kung bakit kami naging mag-best friend. Basta ang alam 'ko lang na masaya akong pinoprotektahan at inaalagaan siya. At sa unti-unting pagdaan ng panahon ang nararamdaman ko ay tila nagbago... minamahal ko na pala siya hindi bilang isang best friend. © JayceeLMejica, 2014

HIS Trilogy: Book 1 What if no choice na ang family mo at ginawa kang pambayad utang sa kapareho mo na gender na isang lalaki? What the hell? Ano kaya ang roller coaster ride ang sasakyan ng ating bida? © JayceeLMejica, 2013

When circumstances put them in the same place again, Liege and Calib almost couldn't look at each other eye-to-eye after everything that happened between them. But when their encounter got more frequent, none of them realized that the hatred has been long gone and they were left with nothing but the growing romantic attachment they weren't ready for - a romantic attachment that is as destructive as the waves.