This is your first year transferring to a real college from your hometown in the middle of nowhere. Back home, it was never easy for you to make friends because no connection was as genuine as the ones you had with your childhood best friends, who all moved away before high school. What you don't know is that this college will bring you back to them and others like them. It will also bring you to your best friend, Eren Jaeger, who you haven't seen in years. You have to figure out who he is now because you don't recognize the happy, adventurous boy you once followed everywhere. Who is this boy, submerged in grief? It's your job to make him smile again. (Eren is a yearner, feels everything)

"I don't want any of you to leave me. Not right now. Not ever. Can't you stay?" Rainy night. Sunny day. It seemed you'd always be together. Eren started it all and you kept it glued together. Eren, the determined trouble of the group. Armin, the one with a bright smile and brains. Mikasa the stoic and stern one with a big heart. You. The sun and mischievous type that held them all in your warm embrace. Through grief and death. Through hatred and hunger. Love and war.. you will still stick by each other. Or at least, that's what you were told. "I love you" . . .

°°Only he was too naive to realize that love cannot be ignored°° ••• Broken promises, unrequited love, and shattered friendships. The past is full of heartbreak, and when you start your first year of college, it seems that Eren and Jean might be settling an old score... What will happen when your head is telling you to be with Jean, but your heart beats for Eren? What, exactly, happened two years ago? And more importantly, what will happen when a certain someone from the two boys' past makes a sudden reappearance? "History repeats itself, but in such cunning disguise that we never detect the resemblance until the damage is done." - Sydney J. Harris - ⚠️{Once this story is finished, the first 18 chapters are going to be rewritten. My writing style has changed, and the beginning of this story no longer fits. Nothing in the plot will change, maybe a few tweaks here or there, but if you want, please come back and reread once I have posted the rewritten chapters!}⚠️ Slowburn All Characters are 18+ WARNING: CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT. MATURE READERS ONLY. Will contain angst, drug use, and talk about suicide. Readers' Discretion is advised. Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me. They belong to Hajime Isayama and to the anime/manga Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan)

Between life and death, there is hope. But every ending has the same outcome: the Rumbling razes the earth, taking the person you love with it. After you die, you reawake in the day you met your best friend, Eren Jaeger. In every life you relive, you change one part of the story that sets it in a different direction, hoping to find the one choice that will save him once and for all. But you only have thirteen chances, and time is running out. WARNING: canon spoilers, nsfw (smut), graphic descriptions of gore and violence, adult language, and mature content. © 2022 emefaerie

COVER ART CREDS; redwarrior3 on tumblr :) In modern Paradis, you've joined the survey corps three months ago, and thought you've met everyone, until you stumble across ex titan shifter Eren Jaeger, who you've never seen before now. When you come to figure out that the girl he's in love with just so happens to be dating the boy you've been in love with for months, you both agree on an elaborate scheme to get revenge by pretending to date each other to make them jealous. As you spend more time with him, things slowly start unraveling for the worst. But is it really revenge you're both after? Or...is there something more? NOTE #1; i do not own any characters in Attack on Titan, the only thing i own is this plot. All rights to the characters & settings in this story go to Hajime Isayama. NOTE #2: this isn't really an enemies to lovers ff, but Eren is kind of an asshole throughout the story. but i promise he gets better. also, I've made the chapters quite long instead of splitting them up into shorter chapters, so sorry about the long reads lol. also also, the reader is presented as female, just for a head's up:) CONTENT WARNING: this fanfic contains smut, alcohol & drug (weed) consumption, obviously coarse language, talks of self harm, suicide, anxiety and depression, more graphic kinks (such as knife play, bondage, blood play), and overall is meant for a mature audience. I'll stop rambling now, enjoy! Also, please don't be afraid to give any sort of criticism in the comments, I'd love to hear what you think of it so far or what you would like to see :) cool rankings I've gotten; (feb 9th 2022 ) #2 in erenxreader #42 in erenjaeger #77 in eren #4 in erenfanfic #15 in erenfanfic #90 in erenjaeger #1 in erenjaegerfanfic (feb 12th 2022) #1 in erenfanfic #1 in erenjaegerfanfic #90 in shingekinokyojin #21 in sashabraus #34 in snkxreader #27 in jeankirstein (feb 13th 2022) #3 in attackontitan #1 in erenfanfic

30.03.21 Happy Birthday to Our Sought of Freedom Boy. Eren Yeager In your second grade, you joined a committee of your school's festival. Your introvert life changed because of this. *indonesian fanfic *readerxeren *also upload it on ao3 with uname: beubii

"Kau tau Eren? kita adalah Dyad.. dua untuk satu"